The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

No matter what, I must keep going...This song really reflects what I'm feeling right now...I don't hope to bury my face into the pillow now, but...why it is so depressing? I guessed some people will look down on me, and says that I'm stupid cause no matter how hard I tried, I still can't do it...I really tried my best...I really do...I sacrificed my 3 days with only 2-3 hours of sleep, not even have the chance to take a nap in the evening...I'm forcing myself hard...But I just don't know why...I studied...I thought I remembered...But...it's my fault...I know...My fault for not borned to be smart like those people here...My fault for being skill-less in studying..My fault for not knowing how to tackle exam questions...My fault for not knowing how to manage my time...my fault for being a slow student...I really did my best, I just don't know why....I still can't answer them...I aimed to get A for it, cause I really like Organic...But why you have to kill my heart? I wasted Derek's efforts..I wasted jefri's too...PEople came all the way to teach me, and yet I still could not succeed..I really tried to keep a positive mind...But each time, I'd failed to do so...Can someone teach me how to face these? Although deep down I'm sad today, I tried to hide it and act as if I'm happy, but...the truth is...I am NOT:(