Friday, July 30, 2010

I'm Happy for Her

I read your blog, Miss Aggie-ness...

It's such a sweet thing that he did for you...I'm touched and tears rolled down my eyes. I'm happy for you. Yeah. You two proved that with faith, long-distance relationship will still be strong. I believe that he will be your life time partner, your soul mate. He cherished you so much and did so much for you. Well, guess that you too have to do your part too kay:)


Where is he studying now?? By the way, I'll return the money I owed him perhaps end of the year. Sorry that I didn't manage to meet up with you gurls the other day due to workloads and that stupid prank.

By the way...

Yeah...

I miss ya a lot...

Love ya ...

and...

Take care...

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Nostalgia

What am I doing? Drank a can of a Nostalgia can drink with Mandy just now. I'm now thinking bout the past right now.

Sigh. It's a bad hair day for me today. Uhm...Actually I was initially in a good mood. When it comes to the time my stupid hp ran out of battery, and my friend seriously needs to talk to me, I was not there for her. I felt like hitting or banging myself to the wall. Why I didn't charge my phone earlier??!!

Then, I went to Orchard to meet up with Mandy. Shopping in Orchard was fun. Lots of cheap stuffs. Bought two shorts...Mandy bought for me actually. I felt so bad when she insisted to pay for the shorts and dinner. :(

After dinner, I went back. So unlucky. I don't know what happened to me. I went to the wrong bus stop and got into the bus for twice. Wasting money right? :(

After that, I got down and asked..I realised the other bus stop I went earlier is for interchange or something. I should have gone to the Bus Stop 1...Sigh...What a day...:(

Saturday, July 24, 2010

The opposite of me??

Hm...How should I say?? I'm in NUS now...Life was great...Got to know few friends...At first I thought to be another person. But then, it's fucking hard! I can't be someone else! I'm always the crazy me...Stupidity...Damn!

Why is it so hard for me to change?? :(

Hm...Now I'm "famous" because of the so-called scandal rumours...zZzz....It all started with Antebellum's I Need You Now song. I was so excited to hear that song that I answered " I Need You Now" when a guy asked me what's the name of the song. Then, all of them sabo me saying that I proposed to him...zZZz....

Anyway, all my feelings and crushes go to my secret blog. So, I'm NOT going to tell you who I had a crush on! Hm...Anyway, all of sudden I preferred one-sided love though it breaks my heart so much because of the past. It left such a deep impact on me. I've never thought that it will affect me so much till I'm afraid to be in a relationship again.

And I realised that I suddenly have such a high demand in the type of guys I will look at..The past of me, I don't really take into account into many things...But now, I felt that...Hm...An example will be, I will not like(crush) a guy IF he showed that he's nervous when he's with me...I will like the SLow and SteaDy type...Cool...Hm...Enough of the description. I'm not going to describe more....

Now, I'm feeling really frustrated. Bidding modules. I still unsure which modules I should take. Everything is so freaking confusing to me...How ?? How ?? How?? And everyone here are so smart...ESpecially the China students...They are giving me the feeling of nervous and scared even when they talked to me...:(

Anyway, stars stars stars...I need you to brighten my pathway...I need to be brave to overcome those stupid thinkings...I SURE CAN DO IT~!!!! I'm going to be able to score well ...!!!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Why I Grew Up Hating Certain Guys

I'm sicked staying at home. Life at home was peaceful without the guys at home. Those parasites. I really hate them. Those 3 parasites.

I just don't understand why would mum pampered my brothers so much. Guys are always the one given the privilege and loves. Even my boss agreed that.

They worked. But where's their money gone too ?!! And why must they kept bugging mum for money...?? And keep sucking mum's blood. I've kept telling mum not to give them money. But she always sided them. And in the end, she will complain to me that those parasites keep sucking her blood and caused her no money.

I will then be very mad when she complained it to me. I was asking her " Who asked you to borrow them? I've told you so many times not to borrow them. They will never pay you back. I've experienced it so many times. You never see that I won't even bother to borrow them? When they said "borrow", it's equivalent to "give". Those stupid bloodsuckers can't be trusted. You're giving yourself troubles. "

I've never wanted to lecture mum that harsh. But she keeps on siding them. What can I do? When I borrow money from her, she will said " I have no money" or sort of excuses. But things can be different for those idiot bloodsuckers. That's why I hated those guys in my house so much that I wished to leave that house of sadness so much!

And my first brother, he's such a pervert. See beautiful girls around, he will say " How good if he can **** her. " Damn! That's why I grew up hating guys behaving like those perverts. But he's my brother. Then my second brother, whenever he wants money, he kept bugging mum. If mum said that she doesn't have at the moment, he will scream and scold rude words, and banging stuff here and there.

I really hate being in the house when those 3 guys are at home. Home was not a peaceful place with them around. Mum kept saying that she wants to leave the house too. But when I asked her along, she will then find excuses and so on. I'm really tired.

Because of those 3 guys in my house and past experiences with guys, I felt that guys (well, most of them though there are a few good guys out there like Uncle Daniel and Uncle Michael) can't be trusted, unfaithful, liars...There's no point I kept talking bout how bad guys are. All good guys have extincted. So, what can I say more?

Happy Night

Thanks a lot to Lee Shuang for making my night so memorable yesterday. We went RexBox and hit the G room. Wow. It was so damn expensive!! RM 58 for a small room, 3 hours. Haha. We sang like crazy. As if no one will hears us. Really like sampat girls. Haha. And most of the songs we sang are English songs. She really knows what songs I liked. Haha. And I really enjoyed singing Lady Gaga's Bad Romance, Just Dance, Katy Perry's Waking Up in Vegas, Hot N Cold, I Kissed A Girl...And Celine Dion's Because You Loved Me and so on.. There are much more. As well as Miley Cyrus 's The Climb. All nice nice. Super nice. And our last song was MJ's You're Not Alone.Hahahaha....Love Love Love. I was so enjoyed. Really. :)

Thank you a lot, Lee Shuang.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Post-Job Sadness

Hm...Today was my last day of work. It was supposed to be yesterday, but my boss asked me to help her for another day. Since I'm desperate for money, without thinking , I agreed. Anyway, I don't want to stay home facing those parasites. Mum actually wanted to cook my favourite "gandum" today, but because I told her that I have to work today, she said will cook it tomorrow. Yummy~~!! Love love love. xD

And I seriously gonna miss Amy, Lai, and Gan... They are my colleagues in Y.T Choong. They guided me so much. I've learnt a lot during the days I started work. I remember I often complain during my first day or work. But after today, I felt "bu she de".

I just received my cheque from Miss Choong today. Hm...The amount...I was thinking about getting above RM1200...But then...it's lesser than that by uhm..RM 6....Lol...I have too high expectation towards myself I guess...

And I realised that I'm a perfectionist...I want things to be perfect. I don't dare to let the Malay guy to do those hard files. I prefer to do it myself. It's not that I don't want him to learn. It's just that he is not willing to learn. I've taught him before a number of times. And he kept making the same mistakes and did not use the formula I asked him to use. So, what can I do? I don't want him to get scolding because Miss Choong is very strict and she will check all files we do. One mistake she spotted and you'll get the scolding in front of everyone.

So, it's better that no one gets the scolding right? Because once Miss Choong was angry, she will curse non-stop. That's just her. She treats me quite good. But sometimes, I'm aware that some might be jealous or unhappy about it. Because this month I am the only one to get all the good treats, from big mangoes to increased salary.. well, I just felt that it's part of my job as an employee to complete my work. I work with heart, not because of money though I'm money-faced.

It's funny that my boss said that she increased my salary so that I can buy more mini skirts...Then, everyone was laughing. Haha. Reason? I wear skirts (not really mini lar...) occasionally to work. There's no dress code ma. I wear what I like and felt comfortable ma..Haha..And after today, I'm missing them..:(