I think I'm so in love. Never did I saw a girl this handsome. Never did I saw a girl has such an appealing masculine traits & appearance like her...Watched until my "xin dou luan luan" d... :'))
Somehow, felt like a silly girl who longed a love like this. I knew all along I'm a bi. Since 11. It was a secret, that time it's like I'm living in denial as well. But what's the chances to meet a butch like her? Someone who will do anything for you. Someone who loves you with all their heart.
Is it my first time to fell in love with a girl? I bet not. But Supanart Jittaleela was my 2nd :) I'm crazy over her, like a crazy little girl in love for the first time. Re-watched, re-watched, re-watched it. Just because I don't wanna forget how she looks like, just because I don't wanna forget who sweet she is as a lover.
It takes 2 hands to clap for a long-lasting love. And sometimes, I admit that I've always hated 3rd party of a relationship. But at times, being the 3rd party hurts a lot. Because it's not our mistake to fall in love with them, but it's our fault to meet them at the wrong timing. Hence, we must learn to let go and don't be a 3rd party.
Kim's name is quite difficult to remember. But now I remembered. Supanart Jittaleela! Supanart Jitaleela!! Supanart Jitaleela !!! And just found out she's 1 year younger than me! :) Her birthday is 12 February 1991. Cried, cried and cried. Because I knew I wouldn't get to meet someone like her. Someone who would care and love you a lot.
Let ya see a picture of her:
Awww...pretty and handsome right?? :)) I've showed my colleagues and they thought she's a guy too :P
And here's the song that I love most: If you Have the Courage
Ahhhh!!!!! I'm so sad. Sad. Sad. Sad. I don't know why.
