Sunday, December 19, 2010

Looking for Promos for Next year Trip (if can)

http://travel.priceline.com.sg/eng/retailair/package.aspx

The prices in the website above for Bali seems attractive...Hm...not sure about the date of travel yet..Sigh..But I wanted to go Korea so badly...!!!! Bet it's going to be crazy ex! :C

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=1438821

http://www.hongthai.com.sg/en/tour_package?page=8

Anyway, look out for MATTA FAIR if there are any this upcoming years!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Just received an email from Sunrise asking the scholarship recipients to send their 1st sem results to them once we got our results. Gosh. I'm afraid. I've been having so many bad dreams the last few days since the day I've came back. I'm really worried. I really need the scholarship to be continued. Lord, please. I hope that my results are satisfactory and was within the requirement. Sigh. I don't know. I'm really worried. Results will be released in 3 days time. Each day, my heart was beating at such a fast speed. I am always worried about my results, but I've to hide from everyone and tries to enjoy my stay. I love being with my friends. They always made me happy. But when I got back home, alone in my room, the worries come again. God, I will hand my worries to you...I hope to be able to continue the scholarship. Please.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

The most beautiful feeling is to see the person you love smiling,
and it's even more beautiful to know that You are the reason behind it.

You'll never realise how strong you are until
you have no other choice but to stay strong.

Even if the path is a little bit blurry, keep walking.
You'll focus in when you know what you want.
Then the picture of your life will be crystal clear. Just don't ever give up.

Dream big. For there is no limit. You can go beyond the sky, moon and stars.

Monday, December 13, 2010

OMG OMG! He says I'm cute and talkative...:))
And I just realised that I found the one. But.... Not in NUS =(

He is almost like HJ in Playful Kiss!
OMG! I always wanted to find someone who is so brilliant and smart to be my partner. (I know Im not smart though. But isnt someone who is a lil dumb matches a smart guy?? xDD)

He is multi-talented. Not only he's a medicine student, but he is also good at computer stuff. I secretly liked him since last year June. But, I didnt tell anyone about it! Because I didnt really know him yet.

So, recently, last 4days ago, I had a gathering with my best buddies. She was studying in USM, the same course with him. She said that she got some struggles at first and at times. So, I asked her why not ask him. She said that guy always watch anime only, no time for her. And she told me that she was that type of guy that read things for once, and remembers at once. OMG. I thought that I could find a guy like HJ in NUS, but sigh, till now, I still couldnt find one. But the guy that I hoped to have is in USM. Deep sigh.

But just now, he rated me as "cute" and "talkative" :)

Haha. I remember that we chatted once and I used to call him doctor, and he called me "Miss Nurse". Then when he knew that I wanted to do Food Science, he called me "hi scientist!". Lol. Then there was once that I called back to give him a surprise on his birthday. Hahaha! So cute!!:)

Adele - Chasing Pavements

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Sometimes it's true. No, it's not sometimes, it is indeed true. First love stays forever. Even though when you're with another guy, there are times that you'll think of your first love.

I was facebook-ing awhile after watching my favourite Korean drama. I thought of having a break by facebook-ing. But I was wrong. His photo album with her appeared on my news feed. So, I thought of looking through his album with her. I wish I didn't look at it. I shouldn't. It breaks my heart so much.

I know that deep down I still liked him even though sometimes I say things the other way round. I am lying to myself by telling that I don't and won't have feelings for him anymore. But why my heart hurts so much when I saw the album !?

I find it so hard to forget my first love. He's the first person I loved so much than anyone else. He's the guy that I once in loved with till I wanted to be with him for my lifetime till death. But it all ended up so fast.

No matter how hard I told myself to forget about him or not to think about him, somehow, my heart refused to. It was a pain, a deep scar which still hurts at times...I hope to end this endless pain, but I find it hard to find a person to replace him. He's perfect...like him. But he can't be mine. I'm really envied the girl. I wish that I can be her. But...