Sometimes it's true. No, it's not sometimes, it is indeed true. First love stays forever. Even though when you're with another guy, there are times that you'll think of your first love.

I was facebook-ing awhile after watching my favourite Korean drama. I thought of having a break by facebook-ing. But I was wrong. His photo album with her appeared on my news feed. So, I thought of looking through his album with her. I wish I didn't look at it. I shouldn't. It breaks my heart so much.

I know that deep down I still liked him even though sometimes I say things the other way round. I am lying to myself by telling that I don't and won't have feelings for him anymore. But why my heart hurts so much when I saw the album !?

I find it so hard to forget my first love. He's the first person I loved so much than anyone else. He's the guy that I once in loved with till I wanted to be with him for my lifetime till death. But it all ended up so fast.

No matter how hard I told myself to forget about him or not to think about him, somehow, my heart refused to. It was a pain, a deep scar which still hurts at times...I hope to end this endless pain, but I find it hard to find a person to replace him. He's perfect...like him. But he can't be mine. I'm really envied the girl. I wish that I can be her. But...