Saturday, November 26, 2011

All of Sudden Thinking....

What I was thinking?

Hahaha. Perhaps, my mind is not in the right state.

I was thinking, perhaps it's out of curiosity, how it's like to be a 3-days lesbian?

Lol, told you! My mind seems like going haywired le. Like that also I can think dao...

But, I really don't know...

All of sudden, I'm sick of guys...

I just realized that it'd be hard to find a guy that I'll like...

Which matches my requirement...

Actually, my "yao qiu" also not so high la...[ Even my Sporean girl-friends said so...=(  ]

But, I can't find any guy that matches the type I like yet...Even if there is, most of them already attached la...

Then, this was when I started to think, since it's not something I've tried, and it also seems to be common here at Spore, why not try a 3-days relationship with a girl? LOL.

Why 3 days? Hmmm...Cause I just wanna try out and see how is it like??

LOL. Okay, I'm crazy. Ignore me please =(

By the way, I'll have to check out this after exams!

http://forums.cozycot.com/cosmetics/5818-eyelash-extension-105.html

Felt like going for an eyelash extension, but scared sia...RAWR!

Friday, November 25, 2011

Stanford is Awesome..right?

Check this out!

http://www.cs101-class.org/
http://www.hci-class.org/
http://www.nlp-class.org/



Their lectures are simply awesome...Good for you, Teo Rui Jie...If you are looking at this post! =)

I wanna Learn this..Can?

Their love is so SWEET~~



I misses B.O.F =(

I misses watching BOF...
Sob..sob...sob.... =(
Felt like watching again....
I misses every single moment of it...
Those sweet and bitter moments of them...
Cried and cried....
Laughed and laughed....
Smiled and smiled....

When will I get the chance to watch again? =(

Thursday, November 24, 2011

An Engineering Student Survival Guide - by Richard M. Felder

All along, in the past 3 semesters being here, in NUS, I've always asked, why universities are so different from high schools?

Teachers in high school are more dedicated than universities lecturers...
Teachers in high school can understand what you don't understand, while universities lecturers, some of them don't know what you don't understand even you asked them, pointing out what you don't really understand...
This made me started to hate my university life...
Really...I hated them so much because I always think that lecturers don't tell you everything they know...And the contents are dry and so on...

But now, after reading a message from Richard Felder (go google him if you don't know who he is), I realized, universities are different because it is supposed to be different! Seriously, this message from him strucked me, and I soon came to realization that I, shouldn't put all blames on the lecturers...

Let me quote the things which totally changed my views:

" First, though, let me suggest that the real problem is not that professor who's making your life miserable. It's that over the years you've brought into a message that goes like this: " My teachers have the truth, the wisdom, the tricks of the trade. Their job is to feed it all to me in lectures, and my job is to soak it up and then repeat it on homeworks and exams. If I can do that, I've learned what I need to know...and that's the only way I can learn it" "


Seriously, doesn't all theses sounds familiar to you? This was what I used to think...and I realized, I'm totally wrong...Here's another one:


" That approach may have worked in high school and earlier, but it begins to fail in college -- and once you get into the plant or research lab, it stops working completely. On the job, there are no teachers, lecturers, homeworks or exams. There are only problems -- usually poorly defined ones -- and solutions that are either acceptable or not. To make it worse, you no longer get partial credit for solutions that don't work, even if you used the correct formula. If you design ten reactors, and only one blows up, trust me -- they don't give you a 90 and congratulate you."


This explains why universities are so different from high schools. Because, it's a reflection of real-life situation. Now, I understand...


I shall work hard on my another modules. Thanks to Felder's message which totally changed my views. Universities equals to independence. We, have to work on our own and never rely on anyone's help. That's independence, because no one will be out there to reach out for you to give ya an answer...

My Pride


My Pride

Pride in your eyes
Whole and sincere you adore
Reaching deep you have found
the Little girl i once lost
Light of hope you have shone
I am full of life once more
Never knew i can be brave
So much more than ever more

See me fly
I'm proud to fly up high
Unswayed by winds or rain
as long as you're close by
Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the Sky
My future shines so bright
My all in heaven's nigh

Love in your eyes
I hold tightly with my all
Frail and weak I cling on
Can't be strong, Can't go on
While our love will never change
Just for now we must let go
You're no longer by my side
But your Pride is still with me

See me Fly, I'm proud to fly up high
I shall rely no more, I shall depend no more
Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the sky
you always told me to
be brave and to be strong.

I dream the day that we will meet again.
And in your arms you hold me up
and proudly i will sing

See me fly, I'm proud to fly up high
Show you the best of mine, till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly, I'm singing in the sky
and to your eyes I'll smile
the courage that i live

I'm not alone cause you have pride in me.


Proud of You

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind
I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Stars in the sky
Wishing once upon a time
Give me love Make me smile
Till the end of life
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind
I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Can't you believe that you light up my way
No matter how that ease my path
I'll never lose my faith
See me fly
I'm proud to fly up high
Show you the best of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the sky
Show you the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Nothing can stop me
Spread my wings so wide

2 Movies Review

Oh gosh. I came across Autumn Concerto movie in You tube. Well, I have yet to watch it,it's such as shame right...Seems like everyone's already watched it...=(

Yeap, so, I'm gonna add Autumn Concerto to my drama list for the holidays as well! Hmm...Wondering if I can manage to finish watching it or not...Hmmmph! >.<

And oh yeah, I've just watched 2 movies this midnight...

1) Marriage with a Fool...



I laughed and cried when watched this movie. Indeed, I cried more. And at the ending, I cried even like a pig...OMG. But luckily, no one's there already. Hahaha! But I have to quickly washed my face after that, though my eyes are still red because I cried.
But ...I just don't understand the ending...Hmmmph >.<


2) Marriage with a Liar...



But of course, there are some scenes that are a bit...uhm...(i'll leave that for you to see!)




But hey, I think it's really a good movie...Sometimes, it's really scary about love and marriages. Marriage is like a life-time decision. We must think twice,thrice and so on before committing ourselves to marriage. It's not really something simple as I've always thought, I realized. Haaaiiizzz...Life is too complicated, isn't it?

But sometimes, guys really easily tempted by seduction? Even though they said they really love the girl? Hmmm...Why some girls are so bad...? Even they know that the guy is already married (like the one in the case of movie #1), they still keep texting weird and suspicious messages to the guy...>.<
Haizzzz....Is guy too complicated? Or girls? Or is it both?

I would rather say it's both. Humans are too complicated. Feelings, bodies, emotions,....Even their boy functions and pathways are SO DAMN COMPLICATED! >.<

Monday, November 21, 2011

Keep The Spirits High!

Enough of emo-ing and having mood swings for the past 2 hours...

You've had your favourite spaghetti for dinner a while ago.

You've bathed yourself for half an hour plus to refresh yourself...

Now, it's time for the battle again.

Tell yourself, you'll be able to do it...

Tell yourself, you'll be able to remember every thing that you've studied...

Tell yourself, you'll be able to calm yourself down...And continue to study...!

You, will be able to do it, Sher lyn!

As long as you keep your thoughts positive and not worrying about what you've forgotten, tell yourself, I'll be able to recall...

Every pieces of information will subsequently come out naturally!

Tell yourself, hardworks will soon bear you more fruits...

Be positive, be positive, be positive.

Overcome the fears, and you'll do fine!

Jia you!!!



Sunday, November 20, 2011

i wanna watch ...

Watch Marriage with a Liar at exam!!!

那些年,我們一起追的女孩...


Seriously speaking, I really like this movie a lot. Really really a lot. Despite the weird scenes. Despite the fact I'm watching it with a guy from my ES class that I hardly talk to. Don't know why...But this movie left a lot of impact on me...I still felt like watching it again...If only, this time, I can watch with someone I really really like...But time is too short, I still couldn't find the right guy ...
http://www.cracked.com/blog/the-7-dumbest-things-students-do-when-cramming-exams_p2/

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Inspiring Videos

http://www.dolectures.com/lectures/?view=all

Stressed =(

I'm left with 4 days to my first final paper. Oh gosh. This is crazy. I'm going crazy too. =(
I'm too stressed now. Seriously. Days and nights of mugging like crazy. Sometimes even forgotten my lunch/dinner. Now I guessed I'm having gastric pain? There's this inexplicable pain at somewhere around my upper abdomen area...This is bad =(


I really need to keep myself calm and tell myself that I can do it!


And also must tell myself to "JIA YOU!"


This pig is cute, right? Hahaha...Yup, must jia you like the pig. P.U.S.H !!! =)



Yeah, who doesn't know that studying = boring? Sighh...But, this is the fact of life. If you don't study, you have no knowledge, and people will say that you're stupid if you don't know simple things of life which can be found in basic education.

But in university, everyone's is on the race. If you didn't study, people will look down on you. If you mug hard, perhaps it would bear a fruit one day soon. But sometimes, people in the university are just too hard to understand. Perhaps, you'll never understand them. Just that one thing you'll know is, they only care for themselves. Though 0.0001% of them are really kind and good.



Tomorrow will be one of my friend's first paper. Let's pray for her. =)
Pray that her paper is like a peanut for her and she'd be able to do well =)

                                           


                                              

To my friends and I, let's JIA YOU !!

As for myself, I really need to pull my CAP. It's quite frustrating to see my current CAP =(
I really need to pull hard from trash list to dean list? C'mmon, who doesn't want to be in the Dean List?  

                                                 

Although I wanted dean list, but, with my current CAP, how to reach there? I'm already satisfied if I can maintain my scholarship. =(

                                       

See? Even baby reads. Tsk tsk tsk...
So, come on, Sherlyn!
You must do it.




You see, even this movie pin point on the importance of studying. You said you wanna be like the girl in the movie, don't you? =(
So, must jia you!!! Must be like her. Study like her.
Next sem onwards, must use cue cards to study!

                                                         

                                     Flash Card Rings

So, if I study harder and smarter, I'll be able to ...

                                           

Or else, I'll be doomed and ended up...
           
                                       
Wondering which is which...
Unsure of what is what...

Lastly, a wish to myself. And also my good friends who are having their exams...

                                        

Okay. Enough of blogging. I better get back to my studies! =)

Friday, November 18, 2011

Dramas and Movies to Watch after EXAMS!

Material Queen:


Sector 7:


Tin Tin:


Aladdin:


Beauty and the Beast (rewatch):


And a lot more!! =)

Stop Kissing in front of Me (when I'm studying)

The moment when you tried so hard to concentrate to memorise the metabolic pathways (which is really a lot), and you thought that you grabbed a good seat (after your friend told you about a secret place in UTown), and you "happily" concentrating on your readings for the first hour...

And when the next hour, a couple seats just right beside you, and doing weird stuffs...

YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE DOOMED!

Simply because it was damn hard to concentrate...I mean, do you have to kiss till I can hear the kissing sound!!??

I, should have brought my earphones with me.

But anyway, I find it too hard to bear, so I left that place.

I'm lucky, because I managed to grab a place to sit now! =)

p/s: The more secretive a place is, the higher the tendency people do weird things. I understand, I am still unable to adapt to PDA. But, when you're in such a country with open-minded people, it's just kinda...hm...I'll leave this to your imagination. =)

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

I WANT TO LEARN DANCING!

http://www.groove.com.sg/courses_description.asp

Came across this website, while studying. OMG. I AM SUPPOSED TO STUDY! =(

Hmmm...I really wanted to learn either pole dancing, or belly dancing.
But the prices are so freakingly high =( =( =(

ARGHHHHH~~~~! =(

I wonder when is the time I can learn? Only during semester break I can learn all these skills..But semester break the time, I need to work. And need to find a very lucatrive job nehhhh....Like Yun Nam. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....=(

Monday, November 14, 2011

New Hairstyle, New Life

After years of having that innocent look, I felt that I need a change!
From innocent to a lil wild, perhaps?
Haahaha...So that people wouldn't bully by the innocent face I had! =(

So, I went to Snips Avenue on Friday (to cut my hair) and Saturday (to dye my hair)...

Okay, Now, I know you all might think, why do it on 2 separate days and not one day (so that I don't have to waste time)...

Well, on Friday, I went there with a friend. In fact, she's the studious type and she's not someone really close to me. So, I don't wanna waste her time any longer 'cause she only cut her hair. Therefore, I have to cut my hair and dye only the next day. =(
In fact, she also have a class later. Therefore, this is why I have to go on separate days.

On Friday, this professional hairstylist was the one who cut my hair! Hehehe. Although he's a bit "cool cool" type, but he's actually QUITE good looking lar...

But on Saturday, another hairstylist dye-ed my hair for me. In fact, he's the MOST GOOD-LOOKING hairstylist working there...REALLY!!! He's really cute too! =)

OMG. And I just realized one thing that made him remembered me is, I laughed when I saw him eating his rice at the counter on Friday (when I cut my hair).....Aiya, I laughed because when he looked at me, I thought he still remember me. (In fact, I recognized the wrong person la. I thought he was my first hairstylist who cut my hair a few months back when I first visited that saloon)

LOL. Then, when he dye-ed my hair on Saturday, he said he still remember me, AS THE PERSON WHO LAUGHED AT HIM WHEN HE WAS HAVING HIS LUNCH  ....     : x

Anyway, The guy who cut my hair is called Jun Ling. And the cute guy who dyed my hair is Winson Tay.
Check them on FB. They're really quite good looking!!!

Friday, November 11, 2011

Relationships :X

It's funny how I keep telling myself I'm happy being who I am today. I am happy for being single. I am happy that I'm free for any restrained activities due to relationships (in fact, because of my past relationship, I don't get really get to to hang out with my besties much. )

Anyway, dad also caged me like a small bird, I have less freedom either. Hmmmmm....


Then, the funniest part when you saw a couple in front of you, being so intimate and close, in night likes this, you also crave for some love.


You just wanted to be loved. To be cared.

Okay lar. I don't wanna write as if I'm sounded so despo for love, in fact, I really love my freedom life. I love my life being able to do whatever I want - hang out with my besties, flirt at times (it's very minimal), hang out with whoever I wanted, and so on...Life is so carefree, without boyfriends. Isn't it something I wanted after my bad experiences in relationships?


But why at some times, I really hope to have someone that I can love, someone I can hug to sleep each night, someone that would care for me,...and most important thing is, SOMEONE WHO WANTS ME NOT FOR SEX!


Sorry to say, I can't, and I find it hard to give in to their weird activity. I still find all things like that weird. Of course, it's perfectly normal if it was others performing that act, but not me. And it's so SCARY and PAINFUL. I'm not so into it. =(

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

LSM 2201A: Can I Not Divorce You?

I've just finished my LSM 2201A final paper.

Practically, if I did studied all the past year questions, I'll be able to guarantee myself an A+. Why? All the questions are exactly the same! Initially, I was quite reluctant to believe that it would be the same because people keep saying that Prof Kini would set very tough and difficult questions.

So, although I'm not really that free, although I still think that I need to re-revise my notes, I googled Prof. Kini to see which semester he had taught before in the past few years. Indeed, it's a lil tough to search, I just manage to search that he taught before in 2008, 2010 and this semester.

And another thing is, he's into SNAKE VENOM thingy! LOL! So, I was thinking maybe he would set the questions related on purification of snakes venom?

Surprisingly. when I sat for the paper, to my surprise, and also to my delight, the questions are 100% the same! SAME AS PAST YEAR'S PAPER!

I was quite lucky, because I thought that I can land myself by 100% sure to get 10 marks for my Section B and C (which is 5 marks each for each section). BUT, I WAS LATER FOUND OUT, DUE TO MY SILLY MISTAKE, I COULD HAVE LOST MY PRECIOUS MARKS!

There was one question in Section C, the actual answer should be "Ligand leakage", and instead of that, I put "Affinity leakage". How stupid I am to make such mistakes! =( 
Now I'm not happy because of this little mistake which could have shifted my marks =(
I know, I know it's something leakage, but I can't think of what leakage is that at that time...
Sigh...

And I'm not sure about my Essay part ler. Although I think I did quite fine, but I really unsure what Prof Kini actually wants. Sigh.

And also hor, I wanna tell about my 6th instinct. I think next time I should have study according to my 6th instinct? Cause I was thinking that, only Dynamic Light Scattering will come out for the exam (which is in Lecture 5)... And IT REALLY COMES OUT!

However, I wasted a lot of time reading that...Sigh...Cause nothing from there comes out except the DLS...>.<

Anyway, one paper down. I'm left with ONE PROJECT, TWO FINALS!

JIA YOU SHER LYN!

p/s: Dear LSM 2201A, although I can officially divorce you today, but I still think that you're my one and only favorite...REally! I learnt alot from this module. And I guessed it's the only module so far that I've read once, and can still retain in my brain till now. =)

Monday, November 7, 2011

The Fact about University

I'm not sure if this applies only in NUS, but I had a talk with my friend a while ago about the fact being in NUS.

And this is what he told me which I find it quite true, "In the university, it's a fact of life. People are selfish. You can't expect them to share things they know to you. Everyone here wants to get A. Plus, your cohort is very small, so, in order to get an A, you have to pull someone down."

Now I think, why university has to be like that? No wonder most of my coursemates are so reluctant to teach what they know despite their high CAP. Are we forever fighting and hence, this is why true friends can't be found in my own course?

Seriously, when I realized what he said about the ugly truths about university, I really think that I will hate my university life. It's really different from our secondary schools or even our high school levels. People in Hua Lian(high school), despite knowing them for less than 1 month, they are willing to share what they know and we learned together. I don't know why in the university, it's not like that at all.

Please Give Me Strength

Sigh...First final paper start on Wednesday. And I really hope that the problems with my project proposal could be finalized as soon as possible. I don't want another sight of it. And yeah, I'm sick of it too. =(

LSM 2201A, there are so much to study. I'm really afraid, that I almost started emoing this morning. In fact, I did emo. And I tried to overcome it but to no avail. And when I'm stressed, I'll get headaches.  Sigh, this sign of sickness always come at the moment when the exam is near. I really don't know how to deal with stress, seriously. I thought I can handle it, but I realized that I can't, especially when I see others mugging so much; although I mugged constantly, I still felt myself lacking behind others...

This time round, I really hope that I can find more confidence and strength to carry on. I need more motivation and inspiration that can inspire me and motivate me at the same time to go further, so that I won't feel emo each time when I wanted to study. Please. Give me strength. ='(

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Pretending is not easy to sing!

It's not easy to sing Pretending although you don't need that really high pitched voice to sing that.

I don't know why I keep getting breathless when it comes to the chorus. >.< Arghhhhh...I made a recording of me singing My All by Mariah Carey...Hahaha! But no time to do the video yet! Nowadays chiong lab reports and projects. CAs are approaching but I studied a lil, still felt myself never studied much. I really hope to get A for it! 'Cause my lab reports (which is done in groups [luckily]) get quite high marks...And my first CA, though I'm not really done very well (which I could have done better since I get most MCQ parts correct (seriously, if you had read my previous post about this LSM 2201A MCQ test, I can tell you that this is the hardest and trickiest MCQ question) 'cause one question may contain multiple answers (means you can circle A,B,C,D and E as well) . The only part that made me unsatisfied is the last question, which is a short essay question. Sigh. I don't know why Prof Mok gave me only 0.5 (full mark is 1) for 3 of the question. Sigh....:(((((( Although Prof Mark said that my 12.58 is quite high, I'm still NOT SATISFIED, unless I know the bell curve. But even if I know the bell curve, I still don't feel that I am satisfied with my marks. =( Hmmm...Hence, I really really aim to get A for this subject! It's like it's the only module that I can rely on to get my first A? Hmmm...Sounds so noob right? Seeing others getting A so easily, and I still haven't get my A here yet. *cries* Anyway, after exam, I wanna do more more more recording!! hahahah~ I guessed this is my holiday plans ba. And also I hope my Bangkok trip will be alright la. I paid so much d ler...Why flood!!!!! =( Even made mum worried me after knowing I'm going Bangkok in December. OMG. And I really don't know what to do. When will it dry up? Will all the renovations be completed by the time I'm going there? So much worries le huh? Roar!~~~~ I just scared if dad know, I'll die instantly. Cause ...I don't know. Dad seems like not letting me go anywhere since young. That's why I know nothing much about this cruel world until I came to Spore. And when I have to learn to live independently here. People here are really scary, selfish and so on. But, of course, there are a few that are really good. Which means, out of a 1 million population, the chances of you meeting a true person is only 0.000001%. And I'm glad I've met one, but sigh..I don't know why only in sem 3 only I met him...Hmmm... Oh yeah, Jerald is also okay de...He also always motivate me. But just that I don't know why that I won't really tell him about my problem nia. And I still remember the first day we met (he's my colleague), he introduced me as his gf to a random aunty on the table. LOL. Samuel also did that before. That kiddo. But I not sure why, but I'm kinda happy? Uhm...nolar..Not really. Just flattered? Hmmmm...Feelings are inexplicable. Anyway, gonna get back to my lab report soon so that I can finish it asap and start on my presentation slides and my project proposal and STUDY~!~~~~

LSM 2201A. I CHOOSE YOU! =)

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

I'm Tired, but have to Go On ...

Projects...
Presentations...
CAs....
Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppp Siiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhhh....=(

I had hardly get a rest. Not even when I got the time to get enough sleep, the next CA is coming again. Well, I really wanted to sleep so much. I had so many sleep debts. =(

Tomorrow supposed to be my free days. But have to give in to project meetings and lab reports. Argh...Seriously, I know I learned a lot from this ES 2007S modules. Learned on how to actually persuade people in our speech (though I kinda know how, but I don't know if I could ever overcome my shyness in talking in public. It's like something which I've never ever been able to accomplish, no matter how I practiced for times in front of the mirror. It's like I seemed to talk well to the mirror, but then, when it comes to the real speech-delivery to the class, I stumbled a lot and got so nervous.)

I don't know why am I so nervous in front of people~! I mean shy, not nervous. OKlar, it's both. To be honest. Arghhh...

Presentation slides haven't done. And tomorrow going to have meeting again. Lab reports haven't really done, cause I wanted to read up about the chapter first before I start writing. Cause I seriously have no idea what is CE, CZE is about! Garrr....

So, now I'm trying really hard to keep my eyes OPEN BIG BIG to read up the things about CE and CZE. And I'm trying to study by creating slides (sounds like I'm doing my own "lecture notes" ) ....

Hmm...Okay, shall stop right now...JIA YOU SHERLYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR~~~~

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Jar of Hearts ~ Recording 2#


make movie


Hmm...It's not really easy to sing this song actually, but I've tried my best. And this is the best I've come up with, after 3 times of re-recording. >.< Uhmmm....And oh, Pretending was so damn hard to sing!!! >.<
It's like I keep getting breathless when it's time to sing the "Ah-ah ah-always.." part... =(

Skills are bad. Anyway, trying to upgrade myself. Making recording and videos. LOL. Sorry if you don't like it, but you are free to criticize! =)
I know there are many rooms that I need to improve in...Aiks...

Get It Right Recording 1#


make movie


First time recording. Sorry. I'm too crazy over it le...Hahahaha...Nah, Enjoy!~
*p/s: Sorry if my singing sucks o...But you're free to criticize if you have any comments :)