I won't let my hands off until justice existed. I hope my efforts will be paid off. Oh God, I hope that those dog abusers will be justified and please let them deserve their punishment. I hope they won't have the bail option. No way things can be justified like this! If this world has no justice, I will do whatever it has to take to bring justice for the poor animals. Damn you Allan and Doreen Loo..Hope both of you will rot in hell...And Doreen Loo, I hope that all those big dogs will bite you and tear your face into pieces!!! You ugly slut. You ugly bugger!!! You're the worst and most ugly woman I've ever seen in Msia!! And Allan, the abuser, I hope that those dogs will bite of your small-sized penis and balls off!! Then, spread salt over your rotting body!!!

From Toxins to Medicine

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I am ♥ ♥ ♥

Lol....No idea what's in me nowadays. But something is making me nervous that turned me into jellies but happy at the same time. I guessed it's because of his messages. And oh yeah! Next Saturday we will have our 2nd date! *P.s: Not dating okie!? Im not sure if it is or not. I guessed it's less likely (applying probability concept here. LOL! ) to be a casual kind of outing.* This time we're going to KARAOKE~~YAY~~~~~~!!!! *screaming happily on top of my lungs.~~* He asked me last few days where do I wanted to go this time round. Haha! I told him that I missed Karaoke-ing. Then he said, Okay. Karaoke then. I was like..."huh??? For real? My singing SUCKS!" He then laughed and said that it's okay...His wasn't good either. Lol lol lol!

Hmm...Shall stop blogging now. Oh yeah, btw, just to remind that this is not a love post ! :)

It's just that I guessed I found someone to be a good friend. Hm...But then...Something REALLY LACK between us! Hm....Face-to-face communication and whether he can accept my crazy behaviour or not. As I think IT IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR MY BEST FRIENDS to know my craziness, my high level of laughters and crazy stuffs of mine so that they can accept me for who I am and I can be who I am without the need to pretend Im someone else! Well...well....Just hoping that he can accept me for who i am so that we can be real good friends! ♥

Here I come- ( Original )

Hm...I just woke up last 2 hrs ago as I slept after my meeting ends at around 7pm...Pity me that I have to endure the headaches that I had since the morning...I wanted rest but no, lectures were on-going without stopping...Imagine having a class from 8am-6pm on the first day of the week..Deep sigh..I wanted to take a gasp of the air so much but I guessed that I find it hard to breathe. Coping with money matters and studies isn't easy..Especially when you have to neglect some of your friends because of this matters. But I just hope they'd understand the difficult situation that I'm facing. Dad retired last year, so money is going to be HUGE problem now and in the future...No more excessive shopping...No more eating at outsides or canteens (Yes, I can still eat in the canteen but not every meal. Have to restrict myself to only one meal a day in school or not having at all...The rest will have to cook on my own) Thats the reason I have to rush back everyday after my lectures so that I can cook. And even if i were to eat in the canteen, I can only opt for vegetables as my dishes as its the cheapest. :) Anyway, consume more vege is good for health. So, think bout it in an optimistic way:)

Next thing is, I think I have very little time for my friends. But I have no choice. I'm moneyless for this week, but luckily there are a few good friends who understand and helped me. But I really hope that I can get some money asap as I dont want to owe anyone. It's freaking me out and I dont want anyone to take pity of me. Hence, I have to sign up for lotsa experiments which will give me pay or voucher...And attend a lot of things and stuff...

Another thing I wanted to jot down here is to thank a good friend of mine. He's always been there for me when I needed his help. He's a freaking smart guy from Biz...And sometimes encourages me at times though he teased me at times...:) One truth, I f***kingly HATE to SMS-ing people or to reply their SMSes unless its a urgent thing. I think it's damn pointless of replying to messages that requires no urgent reply. Anyway, the main reason might be due to my laziness of pressing the keypad and I got easily irritated when I saw people's smses asking ," Hey, how ur doing?" and bla n bla n bla...

Anyway, it only happens to some people lar...Of course, if it's my Taiping besties, I will reply asap no matter what. Well, I think it's because of our long-friendship bond...So, its okay. :) I dont mind to reply. But it was different for this good guy-friend of mine! I will reply him without the feeling of irritated or anything. When it was others, I dont bother to reply unless it was urgent.

Okay, I shall stop blogging now.Right now, have to update the database for CM1161 as they are going to discuss and complete it this evening. Perhaps I'd need to use either Excel or Words. Well, once done,I shall go back and be a sleeping beauty back...:)

I am considering of going Freelance ! I found the products are really superb! This is the first time I used a facial product and it makes my skin so freaking soft in the instance!~ Oh my~~!!! The boss is so kind and good looking..Well, Im not falling for him! It's just that Girls Like To Look at Good Looking Guys right??? XoXo...

I learnt a lot today at the DIY-Facial Workshop. The boss said that he can let us work not as his employee. So it's some kinda freelance as well! I work and I will get paid. :) And ....we can also get CCA points for that! In a different way of course!:) My lubang...Muahaha!xDD

But I need to become a person who is not lazy about everything. I don't want to talk to much bout myself xP....Hm...Must learn to take more care about my skin! And oh yeah! I want to sell my blood for the SGD 70... Hope it's still on...Sigh...

파이팅!!!!

I should continue it. Working is such a hard thing. Sherlyn, fighting!!!

p/s: I realized Zhi Kai was such a gentleman I've ever met. Hm...But I guessed that there's something lack in him and I dont know what's that. Anyway, I do find him cute in his own ways:)

My eyes are tired but I have to continue this. Sob. :(

God, give me the strength and determination to go on...Coffee doesn't even help...>.<

I don't want to go to school. Sob...:(

Btw, heard that Cm2102 is interesting. Not sure if Im able to take that next semester...Muahaha!!! I missed horror movie outings with them. Sigh..:(
School reopens. No more horror movies. No more shouting...Sob!:(

And this year's resolution? Haha...I have but not gonna write down all. One of it is to cook myself everyday, if possible. And to spend less money. Less Shopping. Save more money for my ST. :)

I was about to cry but....

I was so depressed over the bidding points for ACC1002X. I woke up at 10.40am because yesterday we were watching movies in R1 till around 2.20am. I set my alarm clock at 8.30am because I wanted to buy some stuff in the market. But,guessed that I slept like a pig that my alarm clock failed to wake me up.

The moment I logged into CORS to bid for my ACC1002X, the level of excitedness in me dropped to 0 when I saw the next minimum bid: 801...Hello? Wth is this? Why all of sudden so many people wants to take ACC1002X?? >.<

I was searching like crazy for back up plans yesterday. But to no avail. I cant find any other mods that I liked nor I'm good at. No way I would take Jap 2 again. IT pulled my CAP so much that I thought that I would die! Then, I was chatting with Pei Yi which other mod we should get...Sigh...

And on the other hand, I was so sad initially. But somehow, he seemed to be able to read my mind sometimes...I wanted him to say something to make me happy so much. And somehow, he managed to cheer me up again after a few smses...*wink*

I don't know about him. He seemed to fulfilled 75% of the pre-requisite for my dream guy...But...I guessed I can find someone better, who can fulfill 100% of my pre-requisite right?? HAha...Bear in mind that the pre-requisites for my dream guy does not mean that he must be someone who is 100% perfect. :)

Wow! Cool stuff....HAHA!

Via: Psychology Degree

Drank beer with a bunch of crazy of guys yesterday. And I realized I'm allergic towards alcohol. Oh. And I got rashes on my right hand now. Wth. Aaaw...I think something went wrong with me. But I don't felt like revealing it here. I'd do that in my other secret blog. *:P*

Hmm...Oh yeah, I am happy to receive his message!:))) But don't know why. Sigh. Felt a lil hurt when just a normal guy friend said that I am not pretty so openly in front of me. Well, it's okay. I'm awake. I know I'm not. I don't have the pretty look like those other gorgeous girls. I just wish I could find someone who likes me for who I am. Well, that would just be fine. Because I know that he doesn't likes me just because of my look. But, there's still a feeling of insecure. Anyway, I know only pretty girls can have a relationship with the person they like, unlike me. Well, that's fine!

Oh. I hate my new room! Why on Earth this room has so much of weird insects and f***ing ants crawling here. Argh!!! It's like I have to spend everyday killing those ants and insects. Oh Lord, I hated this:(

공부를 열심히하고 아자 아자 파이팅!!! =)

There's this Vietnamese girl who is a student exchange from New Zealand in my cluster!:)))
I'm glad that I've helped her yesterday and today! ^^
Well, I think helping people is fun and although you'd receive nothing in the end, what's important is the joy of helping people and when they felt the warmth when you welcomed them:))

Okay. But I'm really hope that I can be a cluster leader. Just to help my parent's burden. I was so so guilty when dad and mum treats me so good when Im back to Msia a few weeks back. Dad bought sotong which I love to eat...Big prawns...Koay teow soup...Mum cooked the food that I liked to eat...Bought me apom with the santan milk...Never scold me even when I did something wrong...That made me felt so guilty when my results are out. I shouldn't let them be disappointed of me.

And what's hurt the most is my brothers. Can't they be more matured a lil bit? I am so disappointed with them. I wonders why other guys that I knew, all of them are able to think of the future and be a dreamer. But my brothers doesn't even have a dream. Sigh. Lord, I hope that you'd be able to let them make a change towards the family, grant them maturity so that pa and ma doesn't have to worry about them. And c'mon, please think about it. We can't always depends on our parents right? They had fed us with the hard earned money, and we can't expect they will feed us till the end of our life, right? I just hope that they will be able to think.

As for the world, Lord, please, I wish for peace in life. I hope that there will be no war and gruesome terrorist attack and stuff like this anymore...I wish that Earth can be a peaceful place to live in...How good if everyone on Earth can live in peace with no war?

Oh Lord, lastly, I wish to draw myself closer to you as I realised that I had been away from God since the day I went back. I am sorry. But I'm glad that I went to church and God still touches me a lil. Thank you Lord. :) And I wish all my best girl friends in Taiping, good luck in Sem 2 and I love ya all always. No one can be compared to you gurls!:)

With lotsa love,
-Sherlyn-

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Is it what SEX only matters in a relationship for guys?

After watching American Pie 6, I realized one thing. If a guy really loves you, he will wait till you're ready for it. You know what I mean. Anyway, I guessed that I'd never go long with a guy when I think of sex the other way round. Nevermind. This is just who I am. I have my own view towards sex at the mean time. Still couldn't change it. I think sex is dirty. And love doesn't have to be linked with sex. I mean, can't a relationship really be continued without the need of having sex? Is sex so important?And why?

I know. Because I think things this way, I had to break up with 2 of my previous bf when they brought the issue up the second time. I am not ready. How am I supposed to know if they wanted me just for lust and not for love? They can't even convince me of the relationship we're having at that time. It's just a lil shaky. And I was reluctant when they asked for it. And as for those who knew the last guy who's been with me, I think I told you about it, Serena. To my dear besties, when you're reading this, I'm sorry that I've never talked to you about this. I'm just ashamed and shy, but I guessed I am growing up now and this matter isn't something to be ashamed of. (Since I'm still a virgin. Oh yes!:) ) It's just a matter of growing up. Haha. I knew that some might think that I'm slutty just because of the way I dressed. Well I don't mind. Because I know I am not any slut that sleeps around with any guy that popped in front of me. Haha. I think they're just jealous of me! LOL!

Anyway, if really can, I am hoping that I can be in a relationship where there is no need for SEX...Well, I know it's impossible. I mean, guys are hot-blooded right!!?? Hmm...If only it is possible, then it'd be damn good! :)

Bye Bye Dark Circles!