Is it that because I trust people too easily, people always take granted on what I've done for them?

I just knew her true colours recently. I thought she was a true friend. But I don't know what went wrong, right after semester break, she began to act weirdly and shouted at me at times. I often share what I knew (though I'm not smart in studies, but I'm good at finding things), she strayed away from me. Is it why you was trying to gain my trust during the first sem, and dumped me away after you learned all my secrets without the need to buy books?

I don't know is it because of the misunderstanding about CA, you're still angry with me, thinking that it was my fault for giving the wrong info?But it really wasn't my fault. The lecturer told us at the very last minute. But, you thought I hide it from you and purposely tries to harm you. Well, that's fine.

And thanks for showing your true nature to me this early. And thanks for teaching me not to trust anyone too easily. Especially people who I knew for just a few months. Thanks for all.

Anyway, sigh. I failed one of my mid term. I WANT TO CRY :(

2.4kg in just 2 weeks!

Omg! I can't imagine it. I've never knew that losing weight can be so easy!!!!

And I've just had my body check-up just now. I lost 2.4kg (from 58.5 to 56.1kg) ....I was soooOOoo Happy!!! And she, also congratulated me and gave me a high five! I am so happy to be able to talk to her !!:) I remembered the first time I saw her, she gave me some kinda special feeling. I thought she was a boy at first! But I realised she wasn't. And she was really friendly. I remembered that day when I tried to gain enough courage to tell her that I added her in Facebook. Hehe.

And the happiest thing is, I lost my weight without any exercising! I lead a super sedentary lifestyle and yet still be able to lose my weight! And that is not something which I achieved through skipping meals or popping into slimming pills. All I did is to change my diet and drink a lot of water. In these ways, I've not only felt that my weight has decreased, but also my complexion was slightly better compared to last time.

And I really wish to be like her....:))

You gotta be kidding with me.

This China guy out of sudden sms-ed me this morning. My phone ran out of credit. So, I didn't reply. But I didn't notice his message until I reached my hostel to take a nap. (Yes, I am a pig. I sleep whenever I have the opportunity to sleep) Then, when I looked at my message, I was shocked to see a message from him saying, "Hi,it's XXX. I hope that you still remember me, just wanna ask, are you attached?"

I got numbed. Why the heck he asked me such a random question out of sudden?

But out of courtesy, I did reply to him that I am not. (Call me stupid if you want to, but i just think that there is no need to lie since I still haven't know what is his real intention. I got friends asking me that for fun, so I am not thinking much.)

Then, this thing starts to creep my nerves out when I saw his second message.

Message 2: Hmm...I don't know how to put it properly, just wanna say that I find you vy cute and attractive, so how abt having a dinner with me this weekend, pls say yes....

I told him this weekend I can't because I need to go out with my sister (to get my cocktail dress. YAY~~). He then asked for another weekend. Lol.

Okay. Let's put this aside first. I've never dated before (Yes, despite the fact that I got exs)...But when someone asked for a date, I felt happy, but at the same time, unhappy because it wasnt someone I really want to be with. :(

Well, that's all for today. I don't wanna think much about this.