Today would be his last day in this office. However, he would be coming again as requested by Mdm Choong on the 8th April. *wink* Though I don't hope that he will leave, I can't even ask him to stay either. Who am I to him?? I'm not pretty, smart neither have any qualities a guy would like. He's a smart guy. REally smart. That is why Mdm Choong liked him actually. However he's two years my junior. Although he's younger than me a lot, but he acts like a mature guy ler...Much more mature than I am although sometimes he can be funny too...And he knows that I'm a girl with a very low laughing point >.<>.<
Let me tell the first time we know each other. That time it was my first day at Institut Choong. So, he was my mentor at there because Mdm Choong asked me to follow him. Means that he will teach me on tax computation. Initially, he talked to me in English because Mdm Choong tell everyone that I don't know Chinese. Haha. So, after a while, he asked me to try to do on myself. So, I have to find the disket for the file. When I couldn't find it, I seek him and tell him in Mandarin that I couldn't find the diskette. He was surprised that I knew Chinese. Haha. Then he find for me. Initially he was cool towards me. So, I felt really pressured on my first day because I have no guidance and he teached so fast. ( He speaks English well too despite of being a Hua Lian student)
After lunch, I was unsure bout certain stuff, so I asked him. Then he teached me. He asked me if I remembered him. I was shocked at the moment. I was thinking, " huh? Remember him? " He told me he saw me before at school. Then I was like, " HUHHHH???? But I don't see you before" Then I tried to search into my memory of seeing him before or not. After I looked at him clearly, I started to recall. I asked him is he was the librarian. He said, " Yeah(in a tone)...U finally recalled back right?" Then I only realised that I saw him before. LOL. Then, we talked awhile. I asked him how long he has beeen working here and he told me that by end of this month (March) it's 3 months.
There was once I forgotten how to the some of the taxing stuff. So, I asked Lui to teach me. Then I was kinda blur at that time. Lui told him (ppl here called by surname. his is LEE) that I was very "ke ai" because of my blurness. He laughed at said "yeah." After a while, he was looking at how I was doing with the taxing stuff from behind as he was sitting behind me(I did something wrong actually that time. He was so good to take a look if I need any help) then he told me that I did it wrong and it should be like this. I told him that I don't understand. He then came to my place and helped me with it. He said that I was very cute n funny. Lol. I guess it isn't a compliment ba!!!
After a week, I was then transferred to the other department to do E-Filing. It was the time when I could see him less and so on. Then only I realised that I wanted to see him every minutes. I was thinking " OMMG!!! What happened ??? " After that, once in a while, I went to his department just to ask the senior(Lai) on the E-Filing stuff when the guy at my department asked me to. And the worst thing was, everyone was thinking that I'm in a relationship with the guy(Chong) in my department! Even he teased me about it just because I was quite close to him just only after 3days. Lol. To him, denial means admitting. Oh how I hated this! When he kept on teasing me bout Chong, I got freaked out and a little pissed out. I guess he was thinking that I'm angry with him just because I didn't say " BYE" to him that day. So, at 26th March,8.22pm that night, I was watching movie as I don't expect any sms-es. But it was about 10.30pm the movie finished and I saw his message saying " Hey, sorry for what i said this afternoon..I'm sure u don mind rite? May I ask u sometin?" As soon as I saw his message( there was actually 3 messages in my inbox-him,Chong and Chee Ho. But I saw his number, I clicked his message first, ignoring the rest) I replied him but then he finally said " Oh..nth d...thanks"
Sigh....I wish he would talk to me more. But I guess that he could have lazy to sms since he said that he don't facebook what's more when he don't sms just because he was lazy to.
Then, 2days later, initially he never talked to me or even smile or teased me like he used to. So, I started feeling uncomfortable. I was wondering why he acted cool towards me all of sudden. I began to worry if I've made him sad or made him felt bad or something. So, there was once I was emailing the JPA department bout the Ivy League stuff, I forgotten how to convert the word "completed" to Malay. I asked Khatijah, she said she couldn't remember. Chong said "habiskan". but both me and Khatijah felt it wasn't the word that I want. So she asked me to ask Lee. So I asked him. He replied me in a cool way. I just thanked him. But he didn't say a word. I got so damn upset. What's wrong with him, I thought. Then after a few hours later, bout 3.30pm, he came in our department to hand us the file to do E-Filing. He then said that I was cute today with my hairstyle. I immediately enlighten soon after. That time, I just can't stop smiling to myself. I must be crazy. Sigh. Got crazier, crazier each day.
And there was once, he came in our department and he winked at me while handling Chong the file to do E-filing. I was a little surprised. But happy, deep inside, truly happy. Happy about everything. Happy with his teases, happy when he always tried to make me laugh (that's a tease actually cause he liked to tease me just because I laughed too easily), happy when he said that I'm cute and so on...Just happy even I could just took a glance at him on his back or when he was doing his job.
And yesterday, I came early. He too as well. So, he saw me. He followed me to my department and use the computer. I sat next to him and looked at what he was doing. He was doing his JPA application. So, I got to know that his birthday was 09/10/1992.... Same as Chee Ho's . Then, I felt hungry, so I took my burger and ate it. He then looked at me. I almost blushed and asked him to look at his stuff instead of looking at me. He then said, " Lol. Cause you're cute ma...Even eat de time also cute...Can't look meh?" I said, " I can't eat when people looked at me." He then laughed, we both laughed. Then, Ng came in to my department maybe because I was laughing too loud (sigh). After that, Ng linger around him too. Then, Amy, Mdm Choong's sister scolded them for being in my department instead of being in their own department. Actually if she wasn't here, he could still chat with me. Hate lar....
But today is his last day here. I guess that I would miss his presence. And I've never wanted to notice anything about a guy before. Like trying to find out on my own on their birthdays, their likes and dislikes without asking. Means when I'm liking someone, I would observe him...Noting every things bout him when he said out without noticing...Usually, if I asked a guy directly about something, I was sure that this was not love. Because if i really like that someone, I won't ask him. Instead I wanted to know bout him on my own , when he told indirectly. He was the second guy which makes me felt this way. It's unusual.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Going out with the person i once had a crush on
27th March 2010
I am not going to tell this briefly. Went to school. Waited for him almost half an hour. I wondered why guys always not punctual? I reached school at 8.20am. And he reached school at 9.05am. I was waiting like a silly girl. Sigh. When he arrived, I wanted to give him a good lecture. But I didn't. Instead, I just tell him, "Lol. Why ya so early? You know I waited for you till I almost died?" And he just laughed. He said he just woke up when he saw my message. What the heck! I joked, " WAh...If I know, I should message you earlier, so I don't have to wait.Haha. " He just laughed. Okaay. Then we enter the ____ together. He sat beside me. We chatted awhile bout our education, UPU form thingie and so on. He told me he has not take his breakfast. I told him me too. He then asked me to go for breakfast together. I said that would be just nice! Because before that, I got asked him to bring me to Te Jia to buy something (because I wanna make something for Lee before he go...Wednesday would be his last day. Sigh. I don't know if this is what I want) So, after the stuff finished, we talked to Mr Ooi and Pn Teh for awhile. Pn Teh asked us to see her before we went to university. That was something which is absolutely a must for me because she's my best teacher ever! He then brought me for breakfast at the place where I once had breakfast together with my besties during the Bukit Merah trip to celebrate Jenni's birthday.(it was sumwer nearby institut choong,behind the furniture shoplot)
He called for Hailam Wan Tan Mee ( which he says that he likes it) and I called Prawn Mee because it was the cheapest food there. Hahaha. Then, he asked the waitress for eggs. I almost laughed that time. I guess he was joking when he said he wants to make sure that the waitress does not give him 2 raw eggs. Haha. Even when I'm writing this, I still cant stop laughing.Lol. When our food came, I asked him if the wan tan mee he ordered was nice cause I seldom eat wan tan mee outside just because it doesn't taste so nice. He then asked me to try while he pushed his plate towards me. I said uhm...its okay lar...I just ask nia...He said nevermind since the plate itself was a lot for him as well. Ask me to try some. So, I just take only a spoon. Cause I was just merely wanted to try. I have my own prawn mee myself. Then, he chatted with me about his friend working for ING. Then, suddenly I saw him finished his food, while me still got quite a lot of mee to finished. I said, " Lol. Why eat so fast wan? I havent finish yet..." He just said," Nevermind lar...I eat fast wan...You slowly eat, don't need panic...I'll wait for you." Lol. I where got panic??? After that, we finished our breakfast. I asked the waiter to come as we wanted to pay the bill. As I was about to take out my own money to pay for myself, he suddenly said," It's okay.I'll pay." Then I was like," Huh??????Why?" He just said that he has never really treat me before. So he wanted to treat me this time. Okay. I was happy a little because I can save money. But at the same time, I felt a little bad cause he drive me here and there today and he treat me eat pulak...I guess that perhaps I would owe him a lunch/dinner because I don't want owe him anything. And he's a good guy. He later brought me to Te Jia. At first he wanted go AmBank, but then, he suddenly entered Te Jia and said that there was too many people. He don't want to wait. So, he came in with me. And he patiently follow me go here and there because I was thinking of using what ingredients for the decoration of my cake. Haha. After that, we finished buying my things. At first, he wanted send me home. But I said that nobody is in my house, I dont' want go back yet. So I asked him to fetch me to work(Institut Choong). He was such a nice guy and gentleman. Honestly, no one knows that I had a crush on him before. Just that now it is actually a past. Yes, I still like him, but this time, it's the friend-type of liking. Not anything more than that.
On different occasion, now I'm talking bout the guys in my office, Lee and Chong. Lee was 2 years my junior. Chong was 1 year my senior. Sigh. I don't know since when and why I felt that there was some sparks between me and Lee. I mean, it was myself , tepuk sebelah tangan. I guess. It was impossible for him to like me. And it was a little hard for me to like him cause he was 2 years younger than me!! Why things are so complicated??? Since the day I was transferred to the E-Filing department, I got to know Chong. He was quite a nice guy. He would not scold me even if I make a mistake. And he is always patient with me when I always asked him something I don't know. Just that things are getting more complicated nowadays. Perhaps, because I may look very close to Chong in just a few days, people started thinking we are couples. Even Miss Choong jokingly asked us not to date in the office when she saw us sitting together the other day when we are doing the paperwork. I was like, "HHHUUUHHHHHH????? What the heck! Since when I date a guy ??" Then, Miss Choong's nephew teased us saying that I and him got that something. Then what's hurt most is, Lee always teased me too bout me and Chong together. Don't he understand that I and Chong is just friends??? I liked Lee, but it's impossible for me to tell him. I just can't tell him. I cant tell anyone bout this secret. And yesterday he actually almost made me angry when he teased me with Chong together. I tried to explain everything to him but it was of no use. So, I did not say a thing. When it was time to go home, I rushed back because Cheng Yuen said that he was waiting for me outside. So, I just went off without telling him goodbye. I'm not sure why but last night, 8.22pm,he sent me a message saying, "Hey, sorry for what I said this afternoon..I'm sure u don mind rite? May I ask u sometin?" But by the time I saw his message, it was already 10.10pm. I regretted I did not take my phone with me. But I was actually very happy to see him message me ( because he said before that he hated to message people just because he was lazy...). I am not sure what happened to me but yesterday, my feelings are just unexplainable even though when I saw his message the time, Chong and Chee Ho also got message me. Okay...I just hope that I'm not in love with him. He won't ever like a girl like me cause I'm not as pretty as the girls he would like. So, whatever it is, I am trying to stop these weird feelings. Just have to work hard on it. But gosh, please stop the rumours. I am so tired of it. Though, I just acted as nothing happens. I have to act in a more mature way. Chong is a friend, a good friend to me anyway. I just cant avoid him just because of the rumours. It's just too childish if I acted this way.
I am not going to tell this briefly. Went to school. Waited for him almost half an hour. I wondered why guys always not punctual? I reached school at 8.20am. And he reached school at 9.05am. I was waiting like a silly girl. Sigh. When he arrived, I wanted to give him a good lecture. But I didn't. Instead, I just tell him, "Lol. Why ya so early? You know I waited for you till I almost died?" And he just laughed. He said he just woke up when he saw my message. What the heck! I joked, " WAh...If I know, I should message you earlier, so I don't have to wait.Haha. " He just laughed. Okaay. Then we enter the ____ together. He sat beside me. We chatted awhile bout our education, UPU form thingie and so on. He told me he has not take his breakfast. I told him me too. He then asked me to go for breakfast together. I said that would be just nice! Because before that, I got asked him to bring me to Te Jia to buy something (because I wanna make something for Lee before he go...Wednesday would be his last day. Sigh. I don't know if this is what I want) So, after the stuff finished, we talked to Mr Ooi and Pn Teh for awhile. Pn Teh asked us to see her before we went to university. That was something which is absolutely a must for me because she's my best teacher ever! He then brought me for breakfast at the place where I once had breakfast together with my besties during the Bukit Merah trip to celebrate Jenni's birthday.(it was sumwer nearby institut choong,behind the furniture shoplot)
He called for Hailam Wan Tan Mee ( which he says that he likes it) and I called Prawn Mee because it was the cheapest food there. Hahaha. Then, he asked the waitress for eggs. I almost laughed that time. I guess he was joking when he said he wants to make sure that the waitress does not give him 2 raw eggs. Haha. Even when I'm writing this, I still cant stop laughing.Lol. When our food came, I asked him if the wan tan mee he ordered was nice cause I seldom eat wan tan mee outside just because it doesn't taste so nice. He then asked me to try while he pushed his plate towards me. I said uhm...its okay lar...I just ask nia...He said nevermind since the plate itself was a lot for him as well. Ask me to try some. So, I just take only a spoon. Cause I was just merely wanted to try. I have my own prawn mee myself. Then, he chatted with me about his friend working for ING. Then, suddenly I saw him finished his food, while me still got quite a lot of mee to finished. I said, " Lol. Why eat so fast wan? I havent finish yet..." He just said," Nevermind lar...I eat fast wan...You slowly eat, don't need panic...I'll wait for you." Lol. I where got panic??? After that, we finished our breakfast. I asked the waiter to come as we wanted to pay the bill. As I was about to take out my own money to pay for myself, he suddenly said," It's okay.I'll pay." Then I was like," Huh??????Why?" He just said that he has never really treat me before. So he wanted to treat me this time. Okay. I was happy a little because I can save money. But at the same time, I felt a little bad cause he drive me here and there today and he treat me eat pulak...I guess that perhaps I would owe him a lunch/dinner because I don't want owe him anything. And he's a good guy. He later brought me to Te Jia. At first he wanted go AmBank, but then, he suddenly entered Te Jia and said that there was too many people. He don't want to wait. So, he came in with me. And he patiently follow me go here and there because I was thinking of using what ingredients for the decoration of my cake. Haha. After that, we finished buying my things. At first, he wanted send me home. But I said that nobody is in my house, I dont' want go back yet. So I asked him to fetch me to work(Institut Choong). He was such a nice guy and gentleman. Honestly, no one knows that I had a crush on him before. Just that now it is actually a past. Yes, I still like him, but this time, it's the friend-type of liking. Not anything more than that.
On different occasion, now I'm talking bout the guys in my office, Lee and Chong. Lee was 2 years my junior. Chong was 1 year my senior. Sigh. I don't know since when and why I felt that there was some sparks between me and Lee. I mean, it was myself , tepuk sebelah tangan. I guess. It was impossible for him to like me. And it was a little hard for me to like him cause he was 2 years younger than me!! Why things are so complicated??? Since the day I was transferred to the E-Filing department, I got to know Chong. He was quite a nice guy. He would not scold me even if I make a mistake. And he is always patient with me when I always asked him something I don't know. Just that things are getting more complicated nowadays. Perhaps, because I may look very close to Chong in just a few days, people started thinking we are couples. Even Miss Choong jokingly asked us not to date in the office when she saw us sitting together the other day when we are doing the paperwork. I was like, "HHHUUUHHHHHH????? What the heck! Since when I date a guy ??" Then, Miss Choong's nephew teased us saying that I and him got that something. Then what's hurt most is, Lee always teased me too bout me and Chong together. Don't he understand that I and Chong is just friends??? I liked Lee, but it's impossible for me to tell him. I just can't tell him. I cant tell anyone bout this secret. And yesterday he actually almost made me angry when he teased me with Chong together. I tried to explain everything to him but it was of no use. So, I did not say a thing. When it was time to go home, I rushed back because Cheng Yuen said that he was waiting for me outside. So, I just went off without telling him goodbye. I'm not sure why but last night, 8.22pm,he sent me a message saying, "Hey, sorry for what I said this afternoon..I'm sure u don mind rite? May I ask u sometin?" But by the time I saw his message, it was already 10.10pm. I regretted I did not take my phone with me. But I was actually very happy to see him message me ( because he said before that he hated to message people just because he was lazy...). I am not sure what happened to me but yesterday, my feelings are just unexplainable even though when I saw his message the time, Chong and Chee Ho also got message me. Okay...I just hope that I'm not in love with him. He won't ever like a girl like me cause I'm not as pretty as the girls he would like. So, whatever it is, I am trying to stop these weird feelings. Just have to work hard on it. But gosh, please stop the rumours. I am so tired of it. Though, I just acted as nothing happens. I have to act in a more mature way. Chong is a friend, a good friend to me anyway. I just cant avoid him just because of the rumours. It's just too childish if I acted this way.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
My New Journey----> Undecidable
Financial problem....
Fees...
Money...
All these poses a HUGE problem to my future.
After the trip from oversea, I've finally certained to do what I wanted to be. People might think that I'm trying to follow others, but I don't care what they might think of me. This is because I knew I have to change my perspective of thinkings. If I still cares what others might said about me, I would say that myself is a C-O-W-A-R-D ! So, I have to be strong, and this is what I have to be in the future. Proves them wrong!
Pharmacy. A professional course I would say. It's gonna be the key to my life. And I know that I wanted to study that. No matter how tough the subjects would be. No matter how difficult my future pathway would be.
But, this course is really expensive. Dad couldn't afford my education. But I wanted to study that. I've been searching for scholarships which provide courses like pharmacy since the day I came back from Spore. I don't know why (though my STPM results are yet to be known). But something in me asked me to do it. And that time, I was still unsure about my STPM results---whether I'm doing alright or not.
But after knowing the results, heart felt as if I've just being stabbed. Biology made me disappointed the most. I've got only A- after all the time I've spend most of my time just on this subject and it caused me having no time for the other subs. I would blame Biology for making me spend most time on it. Maybe that's because why I couldn't get A for Maths because I don't have time for it. Last minute studies caused my Math result to be like this! REally really disappointed.
Though I should be grateful for it, I guess that I can actually done better than that. Anyway, it's a history now. I can't change the past. Now hoping for a new future. But how?
With my these results, it's hard for me to opt for a scholarship after I found out most of the requirements from the website. Most scholarship for PHARMACY would only be offered if you got a minimum 3A's , excluding General Studies. When I knew about it, I guess that my chances are low. How can I compete with the world, with the students whois having much better results than I havE?
Now, I don't even know which university I should choose. Accreditations and recognisation are the most important points. But, fees is also a problem to me. Where can I get those money? It's so hard for me to decide.
Fees...
Money...
All these poses a HUGE problem to my future.
After the trip from oversea, I've finally certained to do what I wanted to be. People might think that I'm trying to follow others, but I don't care what they might think of me. This is because I knew I have to change my perspective of thinkings. If I still cares what others might said about me, I would say that myself is a C-O-W-A-R-D ! So, I have to be strong, and this is what I have to be in the future. Proves them wrong!
Pharmacy. A professional course I would say. It's gonna be the key to my life. And I know that I wanted to study that. No matter how tough the subjects would be. No matter how difficult my future pathway would be.
But, this course is really expensive. Dad couldn't afford my education. But I wanted to study that. I've been searching for scholarships which provide courses like pharmacy since the day I came back from Spore. I don't know why (though my STPM results are yet to be known). But something in me asked me to do it. And that time, I was still unsure about my STPM results---whether I'm doing alright or not.
But after knowing the results, heart felt as if I've just being stabbed. Biology made me disappointed the most. I've got only A- after all the time I've spend most of my time just on this subject and it caused me having no time for the other subs. I would blame Biology for making me spend most time on it. Maybe that's because why I couldn't get A for Maths because I don't have time for it. Last minute studies caused my Math result to be like this! REally really disappointed.
Though I should be grateful for it, I guess that I can actually done better than that. Anyway, it's a history now. I can't change the past. Now hoping for a new future. But how?
With my these results, it's hard for me to opt for a scholarship after I found out most of the requirements from the website. Most scholarship for PHARMACY would only be offered if you got a minimum 3A's , excluding General Studies. When I knew about it, I guess that my chances are low. How can I compete with the world, with the students whois having much better results than I havE?
Now, I don't even know which university I should choose. Accreditations and recognisation are the most important points. But, fees is also a problem to me. Where can I get those money? It's so hard for me to decide.
Friday, March 5, 2010
New Friend
Yesterday, I've been sms-ing a guy which I had knew for quite some time.
We have not met each other yet, though. But we've been messaging via facebook and through Recom.
He was really a nice guy and helpful. I remember I knew him first through Recom. And he was guiding me about MUET.
Know what? His nickname in Recom was Johnivan. And my first impression is he was an Indian from his name. But later on, when it's near to our STPM examination, I've finally knew his real name - John Sue
Funny huh? I've never thought that he was a Chinese! Please remain this a secret. Then, when it was nearer to STPM, many of the Recomers are struggling. Most of our questions are helped by a guy nicknamed DonFrank and him, John. They are really an expert.
Oh yeah. To tell you, John did a great job in his STPM. He's got 5A's ! Cool, isn't it? He was really smart. But he remained down-to-earth. Last year, we just face-booking. And I've knew how he looks like. Hm...describe him? Friendly and helpful. His look arh?? I don't know. But quite okay lar...:)
We sms-ed yesterday. Just to ask him bout the Spore Scholarship because I was quite confused about it. So many confusion. Sigh. Maybe I'm not smart like him. Anyway, he was really helpful. Just knew his interest. He loves PHYSICS a lot. Which is something I wouldn't like because I'm not good at it. Blame my teacher for it. LOL!
And I saw in his facebook wallpost just now saying that he was happy that I entertained him during his journey to Putrajaya. I was thinking, " huh? i did entertain him? i was just asking some kinda silly questions bout the spore scholarship. and we did chat a lil. i don't think that i'm entertaining him lo..."
And when his friend asked " Girl o Boy?" He replied " I was waiting for you guys to ask that"
Okay...I'm happy that I did entertain someone. Haha. Because it was the first time someone saying that I entertained him/her when I'm asking so many questions. Haha.
We have not met each other yet, though. But we've been messaging via facebook and through Recom.
He was really a nice guy and helpful. I remember I knew him first through Recom. And he was guiding me about MUET.
Know what? His nickname in Recom was Johnivan. And my first impression is he was an Indian from his name. But later on, when it's near to our STPM examination, I've finally knew his real name - John Sue
Funny huh? I've never thought that he was a Chinese! Please remain this a secret. Then, when it was nearer to STPM, many of the Recomers are struggling. Most of our questions are helped by a guy nicknamed DonFrank and him, John. They are really an expert.
Oh yeah. To tell you, John did a great job in his STPM. He's got 5A's ! Cool, isn't it? He was really smart. But he remained down-to-earth. Last year, we just face-booking. And I've knew how he looks like. Hm...describe him? Friendly and helpful. His look arh?? I don't know. But quite okay lar...:)
We sms-ed yesterday. Just to ask him bout the Spore Scholarship because I was quite confused about it. So many confusion. Sigh. Maybe I'm not smart like him. Anyway, he was really helpful. Just knew his interest. He loves PHYSICS a lot. Which is something I wouldn't like because I'm not good at it. Blame my teacher for it. LOL!
And I saw in his facebook wallpost just now saying that he was happy that I entertained him during his journey to Putrajaya. I was thinking, " huh? i did entertain him? i was just asking some kinda silly questions bout the spore scholarship. and we did chat a lil. i don't think that i'm entertaining him lo..."
And when his friend asked " Girl o Boy?" He replied " I was waiting for you guys to ask that"
Okay...I'm happy that I did entertain someone. Haha. Because it was the first time someone saying that I entertained him/her when I'm asking so many questions. Haha.
Monday, March 1, 2010
2nd time skating
Today, me, Tee Xin, Agnes, Jennifer and Sy Huey went to Sentral for skating.Initially I was a freak. I am scared of being banged by people. Guess that it was a trauma for me. However, when I saw there was not much "humans", I felt better. I was traumatised just because I'm afraid of being banged! Oh yeah. Sy Huey was a friend I just befriended recently. She's really friendly and helpful! She's really good at skating. I told her that I was scared a lil because I'm really a weak weak learner. She guides me and tells me how to skate. So, time after time, I can felt that I'm better compared to my first time. My first sucks! Of course, I'm not yet pro. Today I actually falled only twice. But because of that idiot bastard guy with the red and white stripe shirt, I falled four times! That idiot! He did it on purpose. First time he banged on me, he did helped me and guide me a little. ( At first I thought that he was quite a nice guy) But after that I saw what he did to my other friends, Jenni and Sy Huey, I got angrier. And worst comes to worst, he banged me the second time! This time I injured my wrist. He hurted me, not even a word of sorry! And hey, he's a pro too. I'm a beginner,I am slow. So, can't he just avoid me when he was about to bang me?? Many guys at the skating rink also almost banged me, but they avoid me so that they wont bang me. Why he cant just avoid me? I'm not in the middle at that time btw! There's so much space for him to skate. Don't you think he's an idiot??? And there was once me and Agnes saw that he was trying to make Jenni fall. Don't know what's wrong with that guy! Is he having a mentality problem? I guess it's so. Whatever it is, I don't like this type of guy. Agnes said that maybe he was trying to get our attention. What a joke! If he's really trying to get our attention, I can really tell him that he would fail!
Hm...I wanted to skate again, though I may not be good at it yet. But I'm happy to see myself improving a lil. I hope to skate gracefully like others. REally hoping for that.
Hm...I wanted to skate again, though I may not be good at it yet. But I'm happy to see myself improving a lil. I hope to skate gracefully like others. REally hoping for that.
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