27th March 2010
I am not going to tell this briefly. Went to school. Waited for him almost half an hour. I wondered why guys always not punctual? I reached school at 8.20am. And he reached school at 9.05am. I was waiting like a silly girl. Sigh. When he arrived, I wanted to give him a good lecture. But I didn't. Instead, I just tell him, "Lol. Why ya so early? You know I waited for you till I almost died?" And he just laughed. He said he just woke up when he saw my message. What the heck! I joked, " WAh...If I know, I should message you earlier, so I don't have to wait.Haha. " He just laughed. Okaay. Then we enter the ____ together. He sat beside me. We chatted awhile bout our education, UPU form thingie and so on. He told me he has not take his breakfast. I told him me too. He then asked me to go for breakfast together. I said that would be just nice! Because before that, I got asked him to bring me to Te Jia to buy something (because I wanna make something for Lee before he go...Wednesday would be his last day. Sigh. I don't know if this is what I want) So, after the stuff finished, we talked to Mr Ooi and Pn Teh for awhile. Pn Teh asked us to see her before we went to university. That was something which is absolutely a must for me because she's my best teacher ever! He then brought me for breakfast at the place where I once had breakfast together with my besties during the Bukit Merah trip to celebrate Jenni's birthday.(it was sumwer nearby institut choong,behind the furniture shoplot)
He called for Hailam Wan Tan Mee ( which he says that he likes it) and I called Prawn Mee because it was the cheapest food there. Hahaha. Then, he asked the waitress for eggs. I almost laughed that time. I guess he was joking when he said he wants to make sure that the waitress does not give him 2 raw eggs. Haha. Even when I'm writing this, I still cant stop laughing.Lol. When our food came, I asked him if the wan tan mee he ordered was nice cause I seldom eat wan tan mee outside just because it doesn't taste so nice. He then asked me to try while he pushed his plate towards me. I said uhm...its okay lar...I just ask nia...He said nevermind since the plate itself was a lot for him as well. Ask me to try some. So, I just take only a spoon. Cause I was just merely wanted to try. I have my own prawn mee myself. Then, he chatted with me about his friend working for ING. Then, suddenly I saw him finished his food, while me still got quite a lot of mee to finished. I said, " Lol. Why eat so fast wan? I havent finish yet..." He just said," Nevermind lar...I eat fast wan...You slowly eat, don't need panic...I'll wait for you." Lol. I where got panic??? After that, we finished our breakfast. I asked the waiter to come as we wanted to pay the bill. As I was about to take out my own money to pay for myself, he suddenly said," It's okay.I'll pay." Then I was like," Huh??????Why?" He just said that he has never really treat me before. So he wanted to treat me this time. Okay. I was happy a little because I can save money. But at the same time, I felt a little bad cause he drive me here and there today and he treat me eat pulak...I guess that perhaps I would owe him a lunch/dinner because I don't want owe him anything. And he's a good guy. He later brought me to Te Jia. At first he wanted go AmBank, but then, he suddenly entered Te Jia and said that there was too many people. He don't want to wait. So, he came in with me. And he patiently follow me go here and there because I was thinking of using what ingredients for the decoration of my cake. Haha. After that, we finished buying my things. At first, he wanted send me home. But I said that nobody is in my house, I dont' want go back yet. So I asked him to fetch me to work(Institut Choong). He was such a nice guy and gentleman. Honestly, no one knows that I had a crush on him before. Just that now it is actually a past. Yes, I still like him, but this time, it's the friend-type of liking. Not anything more than that.
On different occasion, now I'm talking bout the guys in my office, Lee and Chong. Lee was 2 years my junior. Chong was 1 year my senior. Sigh. I don't know since when and why I felt that there was some sparks between me and Lee. I mean, it was myself , tepuk sebelah tangan. I guess. It was impossible for him to like me. And it was a little hard for me to like him cause he was 2 years younger than me!! Why things are so complicated??? Since the day I was transferred to the E-Filing department, I got to know Chong. He was quite a nice guy. He would not scold me even if I make a mistake. And he is always patient with me when I always asked him something I don't know. Just that things are getting more complicated nowadays. Perhaps, because I may look very close to Chong in just a few days, people started thinking we are couples. Even Miss Choong jokingly asked us not to date in the office when she saw us sitting together the other day when we are doing the paperwork. I was like, "HHHUUUHHHHHH????? What the heck! Since when I date a guy ??" Then, Miss Choong's nephew teased us saying that I and him got that something. Then what's hurt most is, Lee always teased me too bout me and Chong together. Don't he understand that I and Chong is just friends??? I liked Lee, but it's impossible for me to tell him. I just can't tell him. I cant tell anyone bout this secret. And yesterday he actually almost made me angry when he teased me with Chong together. I tried to explain everything to him but it was of no use. So, I did not say a thing. When it was time to go home, I rushed back because Cheng Yuen said that he was waiting for me outside. So, I just went off without telling him goodbye. I'm not sure why but last night, 8.22pm,he sent me a message saying, "Hey, sorry for what I said this afternoon..I'm sure u don mind rite? May I ask u sometin?" But by the time I saw his message, it was already 10.10pm. I regretted I did not take my phone with me. But I was actually very happy to see him message me ( because he said before that he hated to message people just because he was lazy...). I am not sure what happened to me but yesterday, my feelings are just unexplainable even though when I saw his message the time, Chong and Chee Ho also got message me. Okay...I just hope that I'm not in love with him. He won't ever like a girl like me cause I'm not as pretty as the girls he would like. So, whatever it is, I am trying to stop these weird feelings. Just have to work hard on it. But gosh, please stop the rumours. I am so tired of it. Though, I just acted as nothing happens. I have to act in a more mature way. Chong is a friend, a good friend to me anyway. I just cant avoid him just because of the rumours. It's just too childish if I acted this way.
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