Not sure if it's because I'm not living in a big CITY instead of the small TOWN of Taiping...But I really note a SUPER MEGA HUGE DIFFERENCE between my NUS coursemates and my Form 6 schoolmates.
In the case with my Form 6 schoolmates,
Despite the time of knowing one another is actually 1.5 years, it has always seemed that we knew one another very long time ago. We accept one another easily and it's easy for me to open up to them. They are kind and are good listeners, keeping your secrets unlike some people at here.
In the case with my NUS coursemates,
Despite the time that we've known and been in the same class for almost 2 years plus, they have always been a STRANGER to me. And I don't feel like opening myself up to them. I know people here are super brilliant and bright and rich and so on, and they like to look down on people. Of course, I'm not generalizing but I'm quite sure there are 1 or 2 which really makes a good friend! Cause I somehow can feel it, but I don't want to jump into conclusions too fast!
It always happened to me, the moment I thought that the person is good, after I think that I could open up to them, you can hear them bitching about you in the toilet. Yeah, they don't know I'm in the toilet cause it's a kinda rare for me to use the Science's toilet. I just happened to be in the same toilet where they're talking bout me.
I know I'm POOR, I know I'm INCOMPETENT and not as SMART as you, and that's why you think that I shouldn't come Spore to study cause I'm ZERO huh...Yeah, I'm a loser, look down on me people. One day, I'll grow stronger than you can ever imagine. So, just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth so that everyone can hear you!
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Everybody Lies
I had a principle or you can call it as something I believe in, which is..."Everybody Lies".
I know I've posted numerous times about me not trusting people and I have trusting issues. The reason I'm like that is not because I wanted to be like this, but it's just so impossible to fix it after you've been betrayed over and over again. It always happened to me that, when I started putting my trust in someone, it's like, initially, I always told myself that I shouldn't put much trust on that person, but eventually, that person seemed to make me think that she's worth the trust, so, after I start putting more trust on that person, that person will show their flaws. It happened to me now, still.
Is it really hard to open up our hearts? I think I should slam it shut. Everybody lies. I guessed I should just lead a normal life. I know that person is bitching behind my back, used me, and acted good when I'm in front of them. Anyway, I shouldn't show too much that I realized everything about them. Maybe I should just act normal and ignore whatever they said about me.
Anyway, haters will continue hating us. We are not born to please them. Just keep doing whatever I'm doing. :)
I know I've posted numerous times about me not trusting people and I have trusting issues. The reason I'm like that is not because I wanted to be like this, but it's just so impossible to fix it after you've been betrayed over and over again. It always happened to me that, when I started putting my trust in someone, it's like, initially, I always told myself that I shouldn't put much trust on that person, but eventually, that person seemed to make me think that she's worth the trust, so, after I start putting more trust on that person, that person will show their flaws. It happened to me now, still.
Is it really hard to open up our hearts? I think I should slam it shut. Everybody lies. I guessed I should just lead a normal life. I know that person is bitching behind my back, used me, and acted good when I'm in front of them. Anyway, I shouldn't show too much that I realized everything about them. Maybe I should just act normal and ignore whatever they said about me.
Anyway, haters will continue hating us. We are not born to please them. Just keep doing whatever I'm doing. :)
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
This Semester
So far, this semester seems to be OKAY.
But almost freak out when I see past year papers for FST 3104. Things look so difficult. :\
Okay, perhaps we haven't learn much stuff yet. But basically some of our lecture timings are used for our project discussion. Hmm...I aim to contribute as much as I can and hope people will evaluate me fairly on my contributions through the peer evaluation. Cause, I think I worked a lot as well! So basically, I think so far, SO FAR la..for FST 3104 project groupings, I'm quite satisfied. I really like the Philippine exchange student (Kriza) a lot. Hahahaha! Trust me, I'm not the only one saying that she looks like CHARICE!!!! :)
And she's SMART! I think. And I guessed a lot of people thinks that as well. She has good communication skills as well as AWESOME secretarial skills. I think I need to learn that too! Writing minutes and agendas and so on...I seemed to be struggling although I've learned that before. :\
No experience ba. But Kriza, she is super organized and I really feels that she contributed a lot alot! So, in my peer evaluation, I'm giving her very high marks! :)
But,...for FST 3101 lab...I'm not very happy with my groupings. :(
Initially I think it's okay, but one of the girl (there are 5 of us) seems to like to DOMINATE a lot! It feels that she's the only one doing everything! And to be honest, I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT! I thought we're supposed to work in a group and let everyone has the chance of hands on. Come on la...you're not the only person who's doing the experiment what...Or are you thinking that the rest of us are not competent as you?!!! Damn beh song with this kind of people lo...Everyone should have the chance to learn things also ma...Why is it that you think that you're the only one who has to do all the things? And when we asked her, she said "Nvm.. I can do it." Seriously wtf man!
And FST 3101 lab got fermentation and microbiology labs...For fermentation labs, oh gosh, it'll be sucky for me. So I think I just have to endure. Cause...in my group got someone that I don't like. Okay, we're both kind of like enemies, we don't like one another. I don't like her because she said that she deserved a scholarship better than me since her grades are higher. Show off girl. Yeah, it was 3 years ago, but sorry, I'm a person who will remember people's hurtful words for the rest of my life.
As for FST 3101 lectures, hmmm hmmm hmmm...so far so good. But kind of difficult to catch Dr Yuk's accent. Sighhh...if only I can filter his words. But most of the time, especially in the morning, I'll be stoning and my mind kind of somewhere else. Also perhaps because of morning laziness.Need to get my mind back and focus focus and focus during class. -.-''
Okay...now I shall get back to study FST 3102. Have not study at all since the last week due to vigorous project research :(
But almost freak out when I see past year papers for FST 3104. Things look so difficult. :\
Okay, perhaps we haven't learn much stuff yet. But basically some of our lecture timings are used for our project discussion. Hmm...I aim to contribute as much as I can and hope people will evaluate me fairly on my contributions through the peer evaluation. Cause, I think I worked a lot as well! So basically, I think so far, SO FAR la..for FST 3104 project groupings, I'm quite satisfied. I really like the Philippine exchange student (Kriza) a lot. Hahahaha! Trust me, I'm not the only one saying that she looks like CHARICE!!!! :)
And she's SMART! I think. And I guessed a lot of people thinks that as well. She has good communication skills as well as AWESOME secretarial skills. I think I need to learn that too! Writing minutes and agendas and so on...I seemed to be struggling although I've learned that before. :\
No experience ba. But Kriza, she is super organized and I really feels that she contributed a lot alot! So, in my peer evaluation, I'm giving her very high marks! :)
But,...for FST 3101 lab...I'm not very happy with my groupings. :(
Initially I think it's okay, but one of the girl (there are 5 of us) seems to like to DOMINATE a lot! It feels that she's the only one doing everything! And to be honest, I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT! I thought we're supposed to work in a group and let everyone has the chance of hands on. Come on la...you're not the only person who's doing the experiment what...Or are you thinking that the rest of us are not competent as you?!!! Damn beh song with this kind of people lo...Everyone should have the chance to learn things also ma...Why is it that you think that you're the only one who has to do all the things? And when we asked her, she said "Nvm.. I can do it." Seriously wtf man!
And FST 3101 lab got fermentation and microbiology labs...For fermentation labs, oh gosh, it'll be sucky for me. So I think I just have to endure. Cause...in my group got someone that I don't like. Okay, we're both kind of like enemies, we don't like one another. I don't like her because she said that she deserved a scholarship better than me since her grades are higher. Show off girl. Yeah, it was 3 years ago, but sorry, I'm a person who will remember people's hurtful words for the rest of my life.
As for FST 3101 lectures, hmmm hmmm hmmm...so far so good. But kind of difficult to catch Dr Yuk's accent. Sighhh...if only I can filter his words. But most of the time, especially in the morning, I'll be stoning and my mind kind of somewhere else. Also perhaps because of morning laziness.Need to get my mind back and focus focus and focus during class. -.-''
Okay...now I shall get back to study FST 3102. Have not study at all since the last week due to vigorous project research :(
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Awkward silence
So here we are... in the same room. And there's an awkward silence between us. I know probably it's due to my fault. Maybe I should apologize...:'(
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Monday, August 6, 2012
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Sweet Marriage Proposals
Actually I've seen the Tim & Audrey's proposal being shared around in Facebook but I've never bothered to watch it..Till, I saw Poju shared this link and since I've nothing to do, so no harm watching I guessed...But I cried when I watched this. :\
It's so touching but I do laugh from time to time because of the humor he puts in throughout the proposal. I really think it's cute. Rather than just going for a candlelight dinner, then all of sudden, pulled out a ring and asked me. Uhmm...if it's this kind, I would never accept cause ... lack of something that I would call it cute and sweet. :\ I know I'm kind of asking a lot but it's a once in a lifetime thing, so I want it to be special and not boring.
Let me introduce you to the Meme Proposal by Tim & Audrey:
I think this kind of proposal contains a lot of humor in it and you can see the efforts that the guy has made although it seems so simple and spontaneous. :) And this style is really good if you have a number of best friends to help out :)
This proposal also quite cute...But, requires lotsa friends who are willing to help out. Hahahaha. Inspired by Glee I guessed, but it's really really sweet too. :)
Hahaha...Probably the guy also asked the girl's girlfriends to help out. Hahaha..And his parents...Hehehe..Isn't it cute? Parents so kind even to help out in the proposal, how can the girl says No? ;)
Here's another one - this proposal is very very sweet that I cried most I guessed. Hmm..but I never laughed...:( Although it's really sweet, but I'm not sure if I want to cry a lot. I like, but not sure if this kind of proposal if happened to me, I would end up with goldfish eyes, if you know what I mean. Here you go:
And if you really observe in all wedding proposals, SURPRISES are the most important element in wedding proposal! No surprises = failed wedding proposals. This is because all girls like surprises, I bet.
Hahahaha. If you're planning to propose to your gfs and you're reading this, do search in Youtube for marriage proposals for new and fresh ideas. Thanks for reading and Good Luck! ;)
It's so touching but I do laugh from time to time because of the humor he puts in throughout the proposal. I really think it's cute. Rather than just going for a candlelight dinner, then all of sudden, pulled out a ring and asked me. Uhmm...if it's this kind, I would never accept cause ... lack of something that I would call it cute and sweet. :\ I know I'm kind of asking a lot but it's a once in a lifetime thing, so I want it to be special and not boring.
Let me introduce you to the Meme Proposal by Tim & Audrey:
I think this kind of proposal contains a lot of humor in it and you can see the efforts that the guy has made although it seems so simple and spontaneous. :) And this style is really good if you have a number of best friends to help out :)
This proposal also quite cute...But, requires lotsa friends who are willing to help out. Hahahaha. Inspired by Glee I guessed, but it's really really sweet too. :)
Hahaha...Probably the guy also asked the girl's girlfriends to help out. Hahaha..And his parents...Hehehe..Isn't it cute? Parents so kind even to help out in the proposal, how can the girl says No? ;)
Here's another one - this proposal is very very sweet that I cried most I guessed. Hmm..but I never laughed...:( Although it's really sweet, but I'm not sure if I want to cry a lot. I like, but not sure if this kind of proposal if happened to me, I would end up with goldfish eyes, if you know what I mean. Here you go:
And if you really observe in all wedding proposals, SURPRISES are the most important element in wedding proposal! No surprises = failed wedding proposals. This is because all girls like surprises, I bet.
Hahahaha. If you're planning to propose to your gfs and you're reading this, do search in Youtube for marriage proposals for new and fresh ideas. Thanks for reading and Good Luck! ;)
Somang's AHA Apple Cleansing Water
This product is formulated with Apple and other fruity goodness to actively stimulate cell renewal and cleanse pores for radiant skin. That's why it's smell is really nice.
It's actually an exfoliator whic exfoliates with AHA extracted from apple. This also helps to deep cleanses the blocked pores with botanical oil. and lastly, yup it moisturizes and protect your skin with fruits water. I still apply moisturizer after using this though. Cause usually they said moisturizing is an important step after exfoliating so that the moisturizer can be easily absorbed by skin.
Worth the try:)
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Saturday, August 4, 2012
Sentosa Day <3
Made egg rolls in the morning at 1030 cause we're meeting at 1pm at vivocity.
Went lunch at Soup Spoon and shop at Daiso awhile. Haha. Around 3.50pm, we headed to Sentosa Express to go Sentosa;)
Hehehe... we took a lot of pictures xDD
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