Touching Movie :(

Okay. First of all, I don't know why there's nude in the picture of this movie. BUT, seriously, this movie does not have any sex content at all!

It's actually a very nice and touching movie. Okay, it's a Korean movie about pregnancy and responsibility.. The girl got pregnant but what surprised me the most is the way the boy actually accepted that it is his responsibility. Initially, I thought like most guys, he will deny the baby etc etc. But, the way he loved and pampered his girlfriend after knowing that she had his child really touches me a lot. It made me wonder if there would be such a guy in this world? :(

And he loved her so much that he is willing to go through all the steps of challenges - meeting the girl's parents, telling the truth, overcoming the obstacles after the girl's parent objected them being together etc. :(
Sometimes, it is what an imperfect love that makes love more perfect.
You don't need a perfect marriage to show how loving a couple are.
Their wedding may not be the best but if I'm the girl, I would think it's the most perfect wedding ever.
Life is simple, why make it so complicated?

The Day I Found Out His Secret xD

Let me introduce you to this man before I continue to tell you bout the excitement I had today :)

Lincoln Lim - Abbott's Global Formulations Development, Area Director, Asia Pacific

So, from his position, you can know that he holds quite a high position in Abbott right? :)
Even though he holds a high position,he's the kind of man who is humble and down-to-earth. Even if we're only interns, he will come to talk to us like buddies and greet us each time he walked pass us and even opened the door for us to walk in. I mean these kind of things normally people with high position wouldn't do this, especially when we are just an intern. This is what I liked bout him :)

Hahaha. Wished I had a father like him. I realized he can be a very good lecturer from the day I saw him giving explanation to kids bout the Mentos & Coke phenomenon. Lol. And guessed what I just found out today? This is what I'll be blogging bout today.

Since June, Lincoln kept asking me if the modules listing are out yet. As I'm curious, I casually asked him "Why?". He then jokingly told me that he wanted to take modules in NUS. I genuinely believed him but yet suspected that he's joking. So, thinking maybe because he is interested to know the modules offered by NUS, I helped him to look out when the modules listing will be out.

So, the listings are out in early July. So, he asked me again (he asked me almost every week since June. hahaha) and I told him it's already out. Then he asked me how to access to the module listings and etc. Then, I asked him to come over to my desk so that I can show him. (Lol. I know it's quite impolite to direct him to my place but I guessed he wont mind since we're nearby) So, he asked me which are the FST modules. Then, I just showed him the lists. He then asked me to open "FST 5225" and see whether cn check the syllabus or not. That time I still did not suspect anything yet. So, I just told him can't check the syllabus. I genuinely forgotten that syllabus can be checked through IVLE! Then, he said, "Miss Ong, I recommend you to take this mod! Highly recommended!"
Then I just laughed it off and told him it's not so possible coz its a graduate's module and pre-requisite is to gain permission from the lecturer. Each day since then he will walk pass my place casually and tell me to take FST5225 and he highly recommended me to take..

So....today he reminded me to take the module again. Then he asked Yi Xiang and me if can check the weightage of the midterms, about E-learning, how lecturers record videos during E-learning, etc. It was damn funny la coz Yi Xiang very smart as she started to suspect that Lincoln probably will be the lecturer. if not, why he asked these questions if he wants to take the module. Hahaha. So cute right.
He kept denying. Thereafter, I recalled that syllabus and midterm weightage can be checked through IVLE if updated. So I searched for the module through IVLE, and honestly, I didn't notice the module facilitator's name till Yi Xiang (she's very observant,haha) asked me to go back and see the module facilitator's name. Then, Yi Xiang said the name is Lincoln's name! Then Lincoln kept denying and said could be other person. Hahaha. Cant stop laughing. Then, we checked and it turns out that he is the lecturer! OMG! I'm so excited, don't know why. Then, Yi Xiang said it's his email address, couldn't be other person. Then, Lincoln kept denying and said it's not official. Lol. We broke his secret. Hahaha.

But really OMG. I'm like really....got shocked but yet feeling excited. Hahaha. I wished he would allow me to crash course so that I can learn. Coz I cant risk my CAP anymore :(
Plus if I'm taking FST mod, I wont be able to S/U it. :'(

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Memories Captured within A Song

Do you believe that memories can be captured within a song?

I was listening to the online radio and "Liu xing yu" was being played. Flashbacks of old memories came by. It feels like the memories were as fresh as if it just happened yesterday.

I admit this song is like our song (me and first ex). 'Cause our love seems like started after we watched Meteor Garden when we were on family holiday. That time we were so young and innocent. It's so cute when he would beg my dad so that I can go on a trip with his family, pampered me, making sure I'm always safe (although he is just 10 and I'm only 11 that time, lol). These Bittersweet memories that would made me teared up. It's like the kind of fresh memories of how he started courting me to the day we broke up and the day he hurted me so much that I gave up on love.

These kind of memories I've forgotten long ago after 5years of trying hard to forget and forgive him. But the moment I heard this song, all memories and flashback came by as it just happened yesterday. :'(

Normally when this happened, I would take a few hours to calm myself down. It's not because I still love him, but...I guessed it's just sometimes memories and scars would stay although the wounds are healed.

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Boobies

So, the topic for today is about Boobs.

Honestly, I am a person who is pretty obsessed with boobs, to a point of considering breast augmentation. *Ooops*

I know, I know, many are against of this idea. -.-''
Personally, I'm just tempted to go for it, doesn't mean that I would do it since it's a lifetime commitment. Also, part of it is because I'm afraid of picturing myself lying on the table top, being cut opened by the knife and injected.

Aww...but seriously, I'm really jealous when I saw friends or women with big boobs. Worst is when the girls who are much younger than you have much bigger boobs than yours :(  There goes my self esteem and then I would like "Why aren't my boobs are as big as theirs? :("

I just wanna grow maybe 2 cups bigger, that's all. :(  Just 2 cups BIGGER. I'm hoping for either D/E cup :D
Okay, if I reveal my size (which I won't), some of you would say "yours already quite okay already". But seriously, to me it's not! Maybe it's because I think mine is underdeveloped? Cause I feel that mine wasn't the size that I think/measured as it is.

Anyway, I will try the NBE methods first. Previously, I think drinking fennel tea helps a little? Maybe I grew 0.5 in. but it seems to get stagnant at that size. :(
Otherwise, if drinking it doesn't help to improve further, may have to consider other options. >.<
Wanted to try PM but heard that it has side effects.
Ughh....I don't wanna rub with fish oil though 'cause I don't wanna smell fishy. >.<
Maybe I should try consuming more phytoestrogens from real foods? :D
Something like soy milk, more vegetables, etc. Hehehehe :D

Love Languages

Sometimes it's funny when it comes to love.
Recently, I've read that love should contain 3 key ingredients - intimacy, passion and commitment.

In the previous week, we talked about the 5 love languages:

1. Words of affirmation
2. Quality Time
3. Receiving Gifts
4. Acts of Service
5. Physical Touch

This link provides a good source of understanding these languages: http://www.separatedmen.com/articles/love_languages.asp

So, as for me, if I were to rate these languages from the most important (number 1) to least important (number 5), it would be:

1. Quality Time
2. Physical Touch
3. Acts of Service
4. Words of affirmation
5. Receiving Gifts


I'm pretty sure that #1 has always been neglected in my case. Spending quality time has always been important to me. I did have a hard time weighing #2 and #3 as they're both equally important to me. But I guessed I'm the kind of girl who likes a lot of intimacy (well, I don't mean sex) as I would always want my partner to hold my hand while we're walking, or maybe putting his arms around me, hugs me, cuddles with me, etc. You know, it's like sometimes when you're walking in the park and you saw old couples still holding hands and hugging one another, you would wish that you would find someone who would grow old with you and still loves you despite of the wrinkles on your face etc. It does sounds like a fairytale, but I am not confident about the existence of true love at all when it comes to the generation I'm in. What I mean is, it seems that true love only exists in the older generation, but does it still exist in the later generation? Well, a small part of me still hopes that it exist.

You know, sometimes, life is pretty confusing. For example, I always wished to have a love life like those in the movies/ dramas, but when it comes to myself experiencing it, I find it too complicated to deal with. :(

The Great People in Abbott :)

Since the first week I started my internship in Abbott, everything was great. Life has been good for me. New friends...Love...Let me introduce to the people I've known in Abbott:

1) Yi Xiang

She's the tallest girl among us (the interns). Hehehe... Sometimes, it feels like we have certain things in similar and I felt that she is someone I can be trusted with :) Especially when asking for advice and relationship talks. I'm so glad that we can meet and know each other more closely through this internship :)

2) Li Chun

She is someone who is very cute. Can be a little hyper at times. Like to sabo me, Edmund and Stanley a lot. Oh yeah, she's also quite funny at times, especially when she's in the hyper mode. Hahaha. :)

3) Noviabella

Her name is very unique, right? When I first heard this name, I was like.."Whoa...so unique!". And I feel she's also pretty :D  Oh btw, she's from Indonesia too :)

4) Yoon Her

A Korean lady who's studying MBA in NUS. I feel that she's hardworking. Hehehe. Especially when she told us that she would feel guilty if she had lunch over 1 hour. :|

5) Yanyao

Hmm....to me, she's quite quiet. But she can be funny at times, when she came over to my place occasionally and pointed at the rainbow colour on the ceiling. Haha.

6) Elaine

Hohoho...finally, this is my junior :DD  She's quite cheeky I think. But it's really fun to be with her too. Hahahaha...and yeah, you'll get shocked from the things she said to you sometimes (well, to me and the guys mostly). Hahaha...But, honestly, it's fun to hang out with her :D

7) Edmund

The guy that likes chocolate and sing karaoke. :D
LOL. He's also someone who also always got saboed :P  Hahaha...

8) Stanley

The guy (oops boy) that never grows up. LOL. He's also from Indonesia btw.

9) Jia Le

The guy that likes to use the "shocked" look emoticons in the Whatsapp chat. So epic. Hahahaha :D   He's a funny and kind guy :)

The above are interns. Now, let's talk bout the real people who worked in Abbott..

1) Jun Jie (mentor)

Hehehe...his look and character is quite similar to my brother-in-law. He gave me a lot of insights on the Sensory field and guidance. Sometimes, it really feels like he was like a good brother to me :)

2) Dawn (mentor)

Dawn was like a senior and sister to me at times. :) She's also from NUS too, 2006 batch. Although sometimes I may have a little fear for her, she's kind to me too. She also provided me a lot of guidance and taught me a lot. It's great to work together with her too.

3) Mr. Sheeram

Hehehe...This man was really kind to me. Always greeted me "Morning" and "Goodbye, Miss" . He also recommended me to some people in Abbott (eg. Ai Mei) as he knew that I'm graduating soon. So, he will always reminded me to talk with the Food Science people in Abbott to get some insights and advices and also reminded me to start hunting for jobs now. He's like a great father, isn't it? :)

4) Mr. Saikart

According to Dawn, Mr. Saikart was a genius and also a scholar. He's an expert in packaging. Hence, when we did sensory evaluation together, at times when Dawn asked for advices regarding packaging, I get to learn something. :) It's good to be able to learn something out of your "intern field" at times. :) Oh yeah, btw, he's also has a cute character :D

5) Ai Mei

I always wanted to know her since the first week. I don't know why, but maybe it's because she was from my hometown? Hehehe...Well, she was Stanley's supervisor. I feel that she's a friendly and humble person :)

6) Jeffrey Tan

Hehehe...I just know that he's the most good looking guy in the Biopolis (Centros) office. :P
He's the IT guy, hmm...not married. Seems to be single. But kind of flirty? LOL. But he's also funny la...I mean, the way he joked bout certain things. Like when he walked pass my desk, and I was holding a wet tissue that time, then he asked "Wah, zuo gong zuo dao diao yan lei ah?" Then, I just laughed at it. Yeah, he's funny. :D


Nevertheless, there are quite a number of others that are really nice in Abbott too... Like those that greeted me and smiled to me when they walked pass my desk. :) It's seems to be great to work in Abbott.

I guessed I'm Just a Girl who wants Stability and Security

When I was younger, just like any girls, we would want guys who could provide us the 5Cs.

Well, as I grew more mature (self-denial about my age, well all girls do), as I gained better view of different kinds of people through life experiences etc, I began to think that if 5Cs is something you can achieve with your own ability, won't you feel it's much better to rely on your own achievements than to rely on someone to provide you the 5Cs?

Well, I don't really have good views/impressions on the rich people. In fact, I don't have good views for most of them. I've seen much, but I believe there are some good ones? So, for me, I would prefer getting things with my own ability. I guessed because sometimes I want good stuffs ( for eg. Foods) for myself, I would feel guilty if I'm "requesting" from someone. Obviously, if I pay it myself, I won't feel bad or guilty. Maybe because of this, I usually prefer going Dutch. 'Coz I would felt uncomfortable when someone paid for my expensive food. Sorry, I'm a glutton! I love foodies, especially nice foods with great ambience. But that doesn't mean I don't eat hawker foods! I love them as long as they're at least edible (:

To cut a long story short, I realized 5Cs is not important. I had a long thought the past few days. Sometimes, it's hard to make a decision. Happiness - is it something that I can choose? I'm not even sure if an average girl like me has such luxury choices? Sometimes I just hope that I can turn down the voices in my head. But, in the end, I guessed I'm just an average girl who wants 2 Ss (Security & Stability) from my partner.

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