Is trying hard...

I am trying hard to.....CHANGE...

I need a CHANGE...

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And right now, I felt like singing this : BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME (Celine Dion)

Simply because...uhm...nothing to do with any feelings. I have feelings for no one. Just felt like singing because I wanted to. That's all.

UPU results

This were what I got from UPU...They offered me the same course which is also offered bu NUS...Well, I guess I might as well go to NUS better ...:)
Simply because I like the 3 years bond...Don't have to worry bout no jobs after graduation...
Oh oh oh...If UPU offers me my first, which is Pharmacy ...then I will give up on NUS..But too bad...They don't really give me my first choice which is really what I wanted ....

They offered me Science which can be considered as my 2nd choice ( though it was my 4th choice in the UPU form, but since I don't want teaching, so, I considered it as my 2nd)
Anyway...I'm trying to change to be better...Studying in NUS needs a lots of self-motivation and determination plus positive attitudes and mindset...I am learning to be a good girl (try not to be so evil d lar...)
Lol.

Unexpected~

Haha! Never expected that it will be so formal.

Uncle Dan yesterday brought with him an agreement for me and him to sign. Though I was shocked at that moment, I understand that it was a loan. So, it should go the way it goes. But I felt it was kinda funny! HAHA~!!!! :P

I felt as if I was like an actress in some kinda drama which is signing for some kinda agreement. Lol. Uncle Dan was laughing too. I don't know why I finds it funny. At least I've experienced once in signing a contract. Uncle Dan kept reminding me to read carefully before I sign the agreement. Should I not happy with the conditions, he will try to discuss with me together and change it. But the conditions in the agreement is fine with me:)

All along I know Uncle Dan loves me. :)
And I love him too:)

And before he goes, he gave me S$ 500...I never thought that he will give me money some more. It was not something I expected. How good if he was my dad. He's truly a patient and caring person. He lets me finish what I have to say first before he says out his opinion and so on. He is concern bout me. He was hoping that I will get a scholarship. But I disappointed him because all my scholarship applications rejected me. :(

I'm sorry Uncle Dan...:(
You are always a great uncle I ever had. Love you lots!!:)

I miss u all...

Tee Xin...who looks like a garfield...
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Aggie...my sweet friend who is in a relationship with Mr Gan...(they made sweet couples though)
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Jennifer...the girl who looks cool from the outside but is actually a warm person. Just that she finds it hard to express her feelings at time, especially when she doesn't know that someone...
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Serena...the person where I will talk bout my my love life...But *weesh* there are some lovey-dovey secrets which I wanted to keep for myself..So,I couldnt tell her much at times..Especially when she knew that person too..But then, most of the time, all my secrets I will share with her...ahaha:P

Hm...I seriously miss you all...I still remember each time whenever i got the chance to go out with you all, I am always over-excited and Tee Xin will surely says " Lol...This Sherlyn ah...Always so high wan o..."

Ahaha...I LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!! MUACKSX...:)

The Meaning of my Name

You Are Responsible and Faithful
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

Cool Maths and Science site...

This website was found from a friend from ReCom's blog...Just for sharing...:))

http://www.rapidlearningcenter.com/chemistry/

DARK SECRET---Please don't haunt me!

It's not that I'm having top secrets or anything. I have a really dark secret which I do not want anyone to know. Not even a single human being because I don't want it to come back and haunt me. And I really wish to forget everything. How good if I can have a knock on the head and have a permanent memory loss so that I don't have to freak out each time I saw "it" and worries less.

But I saw "it" today. The moment I saw "it", I quickly back away and go somewhere else so that I wont bump into "it". I hate to see "it". I'm so afraid that time, hoping that there will be someone saving me from "it". I felt like suffocating. I tried to gasp for as much air as I can, but I found that it seems that I finds it so hard for breathing.

I tries to cool my mind. I was praying, reading some kinda mantra to cool myself down. Not to panic. My whole body becomes jelly. And I wish at that time I can go away. As far as possible from "it". I don't want "it" to catch or see me.

Please. Please. Go away from me. Leave me alone. Dont haunt me!