When Pam said that she wants to be attached, I laughed at her.

But now...

I think I should....

Laugh at myself.

Because .....

I felt so lonely. Lol. Laugh at me if you want! I felt so bored and lonely.

Oh my...

Is it me?

zZz...All of sudden I want to get attached too...

I want someone to accompany me when I'm lonely...

I want someone to listen to me when I felt like complaining bout my studies...

I felt like telling someone which I can't tell my girlfriends here...

Sigh...

But I'm too afraid of everything...

Too afraid to start...

Afraid to get hurt like in the past...:(