This is a story about a girl named Mitsuko.
She met a guy last few months ago and got to know him more through mutual friends. They got along very well and became good friends. They phone and message each other each night...And soon enough, their relationship became so close that she didn't even realize that she fell for that guy. But although each time she denied and lied to herself, she knows herself well. She just don't want the feelings to get deeper.
She wants to stop liking that guy. So, she meet up with him less often, refused to pick up his phone calls, afraid to reply his messages. But, in reality, she kept thinking of him. Just that she was living in denial, afraid to fall in love again due to her failed past relationship. She knows that it's silly to let someone who doesn't even give her the type of love she wanted, to leave such a big impact in her life...But, Mitsuko just wants to secretly like that guy, but she was afraid to start it.
It was then, all of sudden, when they meet up together with a few friends, they were talking about that guy with another girl. Mitsuko hoped that he wouldn't know that she likes him because she still wants to be friends with him. So, she was still trying hard to make the feelings fade...
But things seemed to turn pretty havoc. She just couldn't control her feelings when she saw him. She can only see him from afar, or catch a glimpse of him when he was not looking. She was hurt inside, but still, she likes him. She felt that it's best to just like him than to let him know.
Mitsuko was also a girl with weird thinkings, perhaps it might be due to her failed past relationship. It took quite long, like after 2 months, the guy realize that she liked him, and confronted her. Not sure why, instead of being happy and accept that guy, Mitsuko rejected him and said that she never likes him at all. The guy still doesn't give up on her *touched touched* But Mitsuko kept avoiding him whenever she saw him...
It's not that she doesn't like him anymore, she still likes him as she always does, but why, why Mitsuko afraid to be in a relationship with him?
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