Never in Life, It was Satisfying...

I think it's better off to get rid all these stupid feelings...
Don't you think life is so pathetic to like someone that like others?
It's good to know things early at times...rather than being the last one to know it right?

Just need to learn to let it go...Let all those thoughts fly...
Flashing back through my first love's photos with his current gf, seeing how sweet and happy they are right now, I was thinking...how good their life is? He actually came to Spore to see her. How sweet. He's always the best boyfriend in the world. They are so compatible together, right? Unlike if when I'm with him. Feeling jealous, 'cause I don't have such kind of romantic love story like theirs.

Anyway, perhaps, what Marcus told me the other day was right. In this world, there's no such thing as romantic true love, as in a husband is willing to die for the wife and vice versa. And people are really selfish when it comes to situations when they have to think of survival (not in terms of only life and death). Life is so challenging right? Aiks. I don't know. Perhaps there might be 1 or 2. But percentage is so MEGA low lo...

Anyway, right now, 5 things that this little girl in the BIG BIG world SHOULDN'T DO:

1# Don't let others get to know you too much!
2# Never cry in front of any guys!
3# Do not reveal too much of yourself to others, please learn to be more secretive, can?
4# Do not talk too much! Keep things simple and short.
5# Please please please. Just emo through bloggie ok??!!!!!