I Will Try...

I will try my best to keep things to myself...
I will try my best to be positive...
I will try my best to make changes to myself...
I know...after watching Summer's Desire, I said that I wanted to be like Xia Mo, but I failed to...
I am not someone that is cold like her...I am not someone who is tough and strong like her...
Whenever I'm sad, I will just blog or FB...
I tried my best to refrain myself from FB, I really do...
Give me some times...
I will try to be tough and strong like Xia Mo...
I will try to be a cold person...
When I'm sad, I'll keep it to myself...or write on another secret blog...Hm..why I seemed to have 3 blogs now sia? Hahaha!

If I'm sad, and have no time to go out to make myself to feel better, then I'll blog.
But if can, I hope...to have dogs around lo...Cause whenever I am down, and I saw dogs with their cute and innocent faces walking on the street with their owners, a smile appears on my face all of sudden. :) I think dogs are the best doctor, don't you think so? They had magical powers that heals human's emotion...:)

But, if I'm sad and has the urge to go out, the only place I'd go would be Esplanade...Somewhere near the Merlion there, I supposed? Cause it's the best place though I would definitely hate the crowds...>.<
Unless I found a better place to calm down my emotions...

But, how to be cold sia? I mean the heart...Er...Cause I easily forgive people as in, I'm too soft-hearted lo...People keep apologizing and repeating their mistakes, I still keep on forgiving them. So stupid right? So soft-hearted for what also I don't know.