People in NUS are really kiasu!
That girl...Okay..I'm not intending to talk bad bout her here. But I really don't like her because she is not willing to share what she know to people. She is smart. And there was once I accidentally saw a file in her pendrive and I guess that she wanted to be in the Dean List as the file was stated " Top List of Names who entered into the Dean List". So what? Is she afraid that after sharing knowledges, the other person will do better than her? Come on. I don't want any dean list. I just want to maintain my scholarship or to pass my university life with just a degree, that's all. My life was just that simple.
Yesterday was CM1101 exam. And yes, I screwed my CHEMISTRY exam. 20 marks gone. I seriously don't know what the hell the question about and how to answer. Wtf. I studied 3books for the whole week, and in the end, I don't know how to answer. Gosh! I'm so fucking disappointed with myself!!! Others know how to do, I don't know. Sigh. I'm such a loser.
Anyway, LSM 1101 and LAJ1201 is coming...Have to start studying. I havent start anything for biochem and I dont know what that lecturer is teaching. Damn! Have to self-study in such a short time. And yet I'm tired. I felt like pulling out. But I have to go on...Sigh...
Anyway, here are some thing for myself.
http://ezinearticles.com/?How-to-Study-Biochemistry&id=1404949
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Encouragements
Pn Teh just gave me one word of encouragement. I'm really touched that she still remembers me. And her concern...She's like a mother to me.
For me, she's the best Chemistry teacher in the whole world. Nobody can be compared to her. She and Mr. Lok was the best. I hope I can consult Mr Lok to teach me instead. Is there any tuition classes for university students? Need help desperately:(
Self-studying was hard. Especially when I know NOTHING bout physics. Everything you learn in NUS is so much in depth. The recommended textbooks doesnt really help much. IT confused me instead. Sigh.
Due to the motivation and encouraging words from them, the people I love, I will work hard and try my best. I am trying my best not to compare myself to her, but it's a little hard. I always compare myself with her. Sigh. Should stop it...Can someone tell me how to stop comparing??
p/s: I just realised his existence. And I almost got ..... I mean...I've seen him twice or two. But today, he looked more handsome than before. Oh my...Stop it. I come NUS to study. Not finding bfs...!! By the way, I'm still thinking of him. Shit! Can my mind please stop it??!!!
For me, she's the best Chemistry teacher in the whole world. Nobody can be compared to her. She and Mr. Lok was the best. I hope I can consult Mr Lok to teach me instead. Is there any tuition classes for university students? Need help desperately:(
Self-studying was hard. Especially when I know NOTHING bout physics. Everything you learn in NUS is so much in depth. The recommended textbooks doesnt really help much. IT confused me instead. Sigh.
Due to the motivation and encouraging words from them, the people I love, I will work hard and try my best. I am trying my best not to compare myself to her, but it's a little hard. I always compare myself with her. Sigh. Should stop it...Can someone tell me how to stop comparing??
p/s: I just realised his existence. And I almost got ..... I mean...I've seen him twice or two. But today, he looked more handsome than before. Oh my...Stop it. I come NUS to study. Not finding bfs...!! By the way, I'm still thinking of him. Shit! Can my mind please stop it??!!!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Another post...Related to my CM1101 module:)
http://csep10.phys.utk.edu/astr162/lect/light/zeeman-split.html
http://www.daviddarling.info/encyclopedia/C/contspec.html
Happy studying, Sher lyn!!
You can do it too if others can...
Jia you!! Gambatte!:)
http://www.daviddarling.info/encyclopedia/C/contspec.html
Happy studying, Sher lyn!!
You can do it too if others can...
Jia you!! Gambatte!:)
Thanks YouTube:)
I'm taking 5 modules this semester, which is yeah, the minimum number of modules a student can take in NUS.
Japanese Language, LAJ 1201...I like learning new languages..But for someone who has no prior knowledge of it, it's DAMN tough. ( I know many people here studied before Japanese either by themselves or taking private lessons...I know because most of my friends who took the same module as me learned it before even though the JAP lecturer said that students who have prior knowledge of Jap are not allowed to take. But who knows ?? Whatever lar...)
CM1101, a Chemistry module, which is my core module...Honestly I am still a little blur about it..Since I have no knowledge about physics...I'm grateful and thankful that there are people who are willing to teach me..But I'm afraid to ask them to teach me because I'm slow in learning...Especially when I don't even know any physics term...It's like an ALIEN to me...So, before I can start studying this module, I have to know more or less about light, photons, waves, particles, de Broglie's principle, the uncertainty principle and etc....There are f***ngly more stuffs that I have to learn MYSELF...Too afraid to ask people to teach me this because I'm scared that they might have no patient in teaching a nooby person like me...
LSM 1101...The prof is okay...Well, sometimes his lesson was a lil unclear...Due to his pronounciation as he was a Japanese....Anyway, I think so far things he thought I've learned before...So far, I think his lectures are still managable...Worst come to worst I will spam him with questions and consultations...
IT1001...A boring lecture..But I've chose this because I have little knowledge regarding computers and computing stuff...So, I was hoping to gain some knowledge in it...So far, I guess I learnt just 2%?? Haha....Havent read through the lecture notes since I was busy with my CM1101 and LAJ1201...
FST1101...It is a food science course...THE MOST INTERESTING LECTURE ever!! I LOVE MY PROF! Haha..I find that this lecture was the most enjoyable ones compared to all...Perhaps maybe due to the small cohort, we can have more interactions during classes..It was absolute FUN! ANd I guess that I will love it in the long run, hopefully:)
Getting know seniors like Wei Bin, and my class mates...It was really kinda fun to meet new people...Wei Bin is a good senior...Funny as well...Great sense of humour...Haha...But he's a smart guy:)
Sean Tay, our class rep, just know him a lil yesterday when he asked us to have lunch together after our lab sessions...Haha...Knew the cool guy, Zhi Yang too...He's just too COLD from the look of his face...So cold till I don't felt like knowing him..But when he asked me who I am, so, I just replied...He's still as cool as he is...Well, I have no comments bout him...
Then Jonathan Phoon...A Msian!! He was so bad that he and Pei Yee cheated to me and Kar Hui that they are from Brunei!! >.<
Both of us got cheated, but in the end, they said that they joked. Lol. Why I'm so easily got cheated?? !!!
Anyway, they are just having fun...I am not really offended. Haha...
Francine really looks like Chong Shir Leen ler!!!!! OMG...I was wondering, are they cousins???? Lol...She really looks like her!!! The face, the eyes, the nose....Oh my oh my....I'm not dreaming, am i?
Btw, heard that Felicia Chin, a Mediacorp artist will be studying in NUS Biz...Oh my God...She really caused the stir in NUS...Hope to meet her though I'm not really a big fan of her...But the idea of being in the same university with a celebrity is really something UNEXPECTED for me...Haha...:))
Oh yeah...Felt like posting this web link to help in my studies:))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fUdeck487w&feature=related
Japanese Language, LAJ 1201...I like learning new languages..But for someone who has no prior knowledge of it, it's DAMN tough. ( I know many people here studied before Japanese either by themselves or taking private lessons...I know because most of my friends who took the same module as me learned it before even though the JAP lecturer said that students who have prior knowledge of Jap are not allowed to take. But who knows ?? Whatever lar...)
CM1101, a Chemistry module, which is my core module...Honestly I am still a little blur about it..Since I have no knowledge about physics...I'm grateful and thankful that there are people who are willing to teach me..But I'm afraid to ask them to teach me because I'm slow in learning...Especially when I don't even know any physics term...It's like an ALIEN to me...So, before I can start studying this module, I have to know more or less about light, photons, waves, particles, de Broglie's principle, the uncertainty principle and etc....There are f***ngly more stuffs that I have to learn MYSELF...Too afraid to ask people to teach me this because I'm scared that they might have no patient in teaching a nooby person like me...
LSM 1101...The prof is okay...Well, sometimes his lesson was a lil unclear...Due to his pronounciation as he was a Japanese....Anyway, I think so far things he thought I've learned before...So far, I think his lectures are still managable...Worst come to worst I will spam him with questions and consultations...
IT1001...A boring lecture..But I've chose this because I have little knowledge regarding computers and computing stuff...So, I was hoping to gain some knowledge in it...So far, I guess I learnt just 2%?? Haha....Havent read through the lecture notes since I was busy with my CM1101 and LAJ1201...
FST1101...It is a food science course...THE MOST INTERESTING LECTURE ever!! I LOVE MY PROF! Haha..I find that this lecture was the most enjoyable ones compared to all...Perhaps maybe due to the small cohort, we can have more interactions during classes..It was absolute FUN! ANd I guess that I will love it in the long run, hopefully:)
Getting know seniors like Wei Bin, and my class mates...It was really kinda fun to meet new people...Wei Bin is a good senior...Funny as well...Great sense of humour...Haha...But he's a smart guy:)
Sean Tay, our class rep, just know him a lil yesterday when he asked us to have lunch together after our lab sessions...Haha...Knew the cool guy, Zhi Yang too...He's just too COLD from the look of his face...So cold till I don't felt like knowing him..But when he asked me who I am, so, I just replied...He's still as cool as he is...Well, I have no comments bout him...
Then Jonathan Phoon...A Msian!! He was so bad that he and Pei Yee cheated to me and Kar Hui that they are from Brunei!! >.<
Both of us got cheated, but in the end, they said that they joked. Lol. Why I'm so easily got cheated?? !!!
Anyway, they are just having fun...I am not really offended. Haha...
Francine really looks like Chong Shir Leen ler!!!!! OMG...I was wondering, are they cousins???? Lol...She really looks like her!!! The face, the eyes, the nose....Oh my oh my....I'm not dreaming, am i?
Btw, heard that Felicia Chin, a Mediacorp artist will be studying in NUS Biz...Oh my God...She really caused the stir in NUS...Hope to meet her though I'm not really a big fan of her...But the idea of being in the same university with a celebrity is really something UNEXPECTED for me...Haha...:))
Oh yeah...Felt like posting this web link to help in my studies:))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fUdeck487w&feature=related
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
When was the last time I stopped smiling happily?
I felt that my happiness faded since I came to NUS.
Is it because I still have yet to adapt well?
Or is it because I'm feeling stupid?
Why did I choose NUS in the first place?
These questions made me felt as if I'm doubting myself.
I know efforts are needed to be here. Really extra effort.
I still remember when I was in Form Sixth, I still get my beauty sleep every evening...watch my TV series....Online-ing...and so on...Life was not so busy as I felt now...I'm more relaxed a lil...
But now?
I felt like dying.
I was hoping that the world ends at any seconds so that I will have worries no more!
I admit that I might not be able to adapt with the surrounding environment when all the world class's best is around me. Almost everyone , well yeah, everyone here are fuckingly smart! Mind you, you have to put in extra effort to be at least an average...Nothing else you can do...Well...I'm really emo today...Maybe it's been a week or two im feeling this. Well yeah, I don't have nothing else to say...Not that I'm going to say that I will study or whatsoever, cause I know my actions is not equivalent to words...
I felt that my happiness faded since I came to NUS.
Is it because I still have yet to adapt well?
Or is it because I'm feeling stupid?
Why did I choose NUS in the first place?
These questions made me felt as if I'm doubting myself.
I know efforts are needed to be here. Really extra effort.
I still remember when I was in Form Sixth, I still get my beauty sleep every evening...watch my TV series....Online-ing...and so on...Life was not so busy as I felt now...I'm more relaxed a lil...
But now?
I felt like dying.
I was hoping that the world ends at any seconds so that I will have worries no more!
I admit that I might not be able to adapt with the surrounding environment when all the world class's best is around me. Almost everyone , well yeah, everyone here are fuckingly smart! Mind you, you have to put in extra effort to be at least an average...Nothing else you can do...Well...I'm really emo today...Maybe it's been a week or two im feeling this. Well yeah, I don't have nothing else to say...Not that I'm going to say that I will study or whatsoever, cause I know my actions is not equivalent to words...
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Life in NUS
Honestly, life in the university wasn't something really fun...Especially when you have lots of stuff to do...
Sigh...I was thinking, did I made a wrong choice to come here in NUS?
People here are so smart. I felt so down and scared. But yet, I did not do a thing to upgrade myself. I kept saying that I will do this and that...But in the end, nothing comes up.
Sometimes it's better to left things unsaid, I guess.
People here are so hardworking and smart. And I'm here, slacking, doing nothing. At least during form sixth, I did study a lil. Better than now. I felt like I'm doing nothing when the rest are busy with homeworks, assignments, studies...
What am I doing here? Sleep...Fuck myself!
I guess I need motivation...
P/s: I really don't like some people here, acting in front of me. Saying that they did not study, but if did not study, why their notes are so "clean" and scribbled here and there even before the lecture starts? Sorry if you read this and you think you are one of them. I just don't like people acting in front of me and lied to me.
Sigh...I was thinking, did I made a wrong choice to come here in NUS?
People here are so smart. I felt so down and scared. But yet, I did not do a thing to upgrade myself. I kept saying that I will do this and that...But in the end, nothing comes up.
Sometimes it's better to left things unsaid, I guess.
People here are so hardworking and smart. And I'm here, slacking, doing nothing. At least during form sixth, I did study a lil. Better than now. I felt like I'm doing nothing when the rest are busy with homeworks, assignments, studies...
What am I doing here? Sleep...Fuck myself!
I guess I need motivation...
P/s: I really don't like some people here, acting in front of me. Saying that they did not study, but if did not study, why their notes are so "clean" and scribbled here and there even before the lecture starts? Sorry if you read this and you think you are one of them. I just don't like people acting in front of me and lied to me.
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